ok, so I have been neglecting my poor journal...
Things have just been really busy..So..Sorry, everyone, for not being around. I hope you're all doing well!! :)
What to say..what to say??
Stevi's been here for a couple of weeks. Rachel is here now too. We've been hanging out w/ Angela a lot, which is cool :)
Things w/ Stacey have been kinda shitty.
Stevi had an interview, for a piercing job, like...2 weeks ago? & We couldn't get ahold of everyone...so I had to be the guinea pig/pin cushion lol
I didnt wanna do it, but it wasn't TOO bad.
If i could make one suggestion tho...DO NOT ever get 4 piercings in the course of 4 days....and especially, don't get 3 piercings at a time!!!
We didn't know she was going to have the interview...so on Sunday, while in Cali, Stevi did my other lip ring.
THEN we find out about the interview...for which she had to do 3 different piercings...tongue, nose, & bellybutton.
Because of the placement of my first tongue ring, there wasn't enough space to put another one in...but, since there were no other pincushions around, she had to do one on me anyway...so she put it at the very back, RIGHT next to/behind the one I already had... OUCH!!! It hurt like a b*tch... it STILL hurts; but not too badly...
SO yeah, now i have 1 nose, 1 bellybutton, 2 lip, & 2 tongue
I was going to take them out right after the interview...but then I thought "well, fuck. If I had to go through the pain of getting them; I might as well keep them in for a bit, and see what happens"
At first, it seems like my body wanted to reject all 4 of them...but they all seem to be doing ok now. I've left the 1st tongue ring out, for the most part; cuz having both in is still pretty uncomfortable...but it's starting to close now; so I'm going to have to..put in the 1st one & take out the 2nd one...or just get used to it. I don't know yet.
What else? I think I'll probably go to California tonight. I don't know for sure yet...
I guess I should. It'll be nice to see the whole family again..they've all been bugging me to go; plus, it'll be my only chance to say bye to Kim, who's supposedly leaving on Friday.
Work is ok. Not TOO busy...but still pretty busy.
I'm tired. Constantly. All these debts have caught up w/ me.
I won't have a cell phone for much longer, cuz I can't pay the nearly $700 I owe on it... (which is mostly My own fault...but is partially due to mistakes made by Verizon.....arhg, I don't like Verizon. Stupid contracts...)
And the rest of the debt...which isn't mine...is to it's peak. The minimum payment, on my Visa alone, is $1,300.
I went through all the statements...and calculated that I only spent about $400 on my Visa. Everything else was done by other people. And the $400 would have been paid off LONG ago...if I wasn't getting charged $250 per month in interest alone...thanks to...other people.
I have 2 things to do now: Get a second job (Sooo NOT looking forward to this, AT ALL)...and most likely, file for bankruptcy as well.
I know, I know...I bitch about the same things all the time... but i can't help it. I spend HOURS, EVERY day, on the phone w/ credit card companies; trying to get them to give me more time, to help me in some way...but no...
I would have it made...were it not for...other people.
It just sucks. No matter how well I've dealt w/ my own responsibilities...I always end up in a deeper hole, thanks to...other people.
Or rather; thanks to myself, for being too trusting, and too nice.
It's ok tho. I still walk around w/ a smile on my face =)
Not just on my face...a smile inside. Money is money. It's shitty that I'm stuck paying the price for the benefits that...other people...have reaped... but it's ok. =)
Everything happens for a reason...I have no-one but myself to blame for anything and everything that has happened in my life. So all I can do is, suck it up, learn from it, and move on.
"it is the oldest/wisest souls, that must learn the most difficult lessons in life"...so I'll deal w/ whatever comes my way :) & I'll do it w/ a smile. =)
ok, enough elaboration.
What to say..what to say??
Stevi's been here for a couple of weeks. Rachel is here now too. We've been hanging out w/ Angela a lot, which is cool :)
Things w/ Stacey have been kinda shitty.
Stevi had an interview, for a piercing job, like...2 weeks ago? & We couldn't get ahold of everyone...so I had to be the guinea pig/pin cushion lol
I didnt wanna do it, but it wasn't TOO bad.
If i could make one suggestion tho...DO NOT ever get 4 piercings in the course of 4 days....and especially, don't get 3 piercings at a time!!!
We didn't know she was going to have the interview...so on Sunday, while in Cali, Stevi did my other lip ring.
THEN we find out about the interview...for which she had to do 3 different piercings...tongue, nose, & bellybutton.
Because of the placement of my first tongue ring, there wasn't enough space to put another one in...but, since there were no other pincushions around, she had to do one on me anyway...so she put it at the very back, RIGHT next to/behind the one I already had... OUCH!!! It hurt like a b*tch... it STILL hurts; but not too badly...
SO yeah, now i have 1 nose, 1 bellybutton, 2 lip, & 2 tongue
I was going to take them out right after the interview...but then I thought "well, fuck. If I had to go through the pain of getting them; I might as well keep them in for a bit, and see what happens"
At first, it seems like my body wanted to reject all 4 of them...but they all seem to be doing ok now. I've left the 1st tongue ring out, for the most part; cuz having both in is still pretty uncomfortable...but it's starting to close now; so I'm going to have to..put in the 1st one & take out the 2nd one...or just get used to it. I don't know yet.
What else? I think I'll probably go to California tonight. I don't know for sure yet...
I guess I should. It'll be nice to see the whole family again..they've all been bugging me to go; plus, it'll be my only chance to say bye to Kim, who's supposedly leaving on Friday.
Work is ok. Not TOO busy...but still pretty busy.
I'm tired. Constantly. All these debts have caught up w/ me.
I won't have a cell phone for much longer, cuz I can't pay the nearly $700 I owe on it... (which is mostly My own fault...but is partially due to mistakes made by Verizon.....arhg, I don't like Verizon. Stupid contracts...)
And the rest of the debt...which isn't mine...is to it's peak. The minimum payment, on my Visa alone, is $1,300.
I went through all the statements...and calculated that I only spent about $400 on my Visa. Everything else was done by other people. And the $400 would have been paid off LONG ago...if I wasn't getting charged $250 per month in interest alone...thanks to...other people.
I have 2 things to do now: Get a second job (Sooo NOT looking forward to this, AT ALL)...and most likely, file for bankruptcy as well.
I know, I know...I bitch about the same things all the time... but i can't help it. I spend HOURS, EVERY day, on the phone w/ credit card companies; trying to get them to give me more time, to help me in some way...but no...
I would have it made...were it not for...other people.
It just sucks. No matter how well I've dealt w/ my own responsibilities...I always end up in a deeper hole, thanks to...other people.
Or rather; thanks to myself, for being too trusting, and too nice.
It's ok tho. I still walk around w/ a smile on my face =)
Not just on my face...a smile inside. Money is money. It's shitty that I'm stuck paying the price for the benefits that...other people...have reaped... but it's ok. =)
Everything happens for a reason...I have no-one but myself to blame for anything and everything that has happened in my life. So all I can do is, suck it up, learn from it, and move on.
"it is the oldest/wisest souls, that must learn the most difficult lessons in life"...so I'll deal w/ whatever comes my way :) & I'll do it w/ a smile. =)
ok, enough elaboration.