these voices, they must be my soul

[adingeman]

just showered. i miss last year. unusual feelings are taking over me, feelings i never thought that id feel again, you couldnt even imagine who im talking about. so odd, but he doesnt think anything of it. my hairs wet and im cold. sitting here rapped in my blanket, lucy barking in the background. im sick of people not taking advantage of

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[her______remedy]

ashley, i love you to death and i'm here for you. i understand what you're saying about regretting things and how frustrating it is. i used to never take chances with opportunities that came up for me, and i'd look back and just wonder what things could have been like. what could have happened? could taking that chance have made me happier? could it have been worth it? could it have drastically changed things? not knowing drives you crazy. so at some point in the back of my mind i guess i decided that i needed to stop giving up chances, and then started taking every single one that came up, when i really just needed a mixture of taking and leaving behind, which ended up just as bad, if not 4839048902342 times worse. regretting things about what could have happened if i didn't do this? how could things be now if i hadn't done that? i think that regrets and the 'what if's' come no matter what, and that the only thing we can do to make it even the slightest bit better is to do what we feel we should, what we feel is right. then, if that