last night we went to rhode island to this "waterfire" festival thing. rhode island is only 45 minutes away. isnt that amazing. when katie goes to ri for xc im going to go visit them. its so close. i had no idea it was that close. so anyway you guys should look at the album thing i made...the fire one. you guys would have loved it. it seemed like i ( Read more... )

today im getting my life in order. 
shane is asleep in my bed. i slept horribly because he was taking up the whole bed.
i wish he would leave.
zac. i hope i ididnt fuck anything up with him. i have no clue what he wants.

i cant wait to go home. my mom texted me and said, "you live in princeton now." i wonder what that means. did they move in? what the ( Read more... )

hahahahhahahahhahaha.
i hate college and fucking eveyrthing else
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last night i called lala and i told her my phone was about to break so that i wouldnt be able to talk to her for a while. well la, it's fine. the phone. it didnt break. i was actually going to smash it because i was so angry for no reason and i wanted to smash something. but zac calmed me down. but i was still upset and i didnt know what to do with ( Read more... )

i feel better. today is better.

today is september 11th. i can't understand that.

i just got dropped off at my room by a rent-a-cop. "campus police." everyone in my dorm probably thinks i got caught with drugs or something.

la dont be sad. i think that what you are feeling is the worst feeling ever. ive had a whole lot of shitty feelings, to the point where i need to be medicated to control those shitty feelings, and i know that ( Read more... )

a boy slept in my bed last night. his name is aj. but i'd rather call him adam james. which is his real name. he's a pot-smoking hippie. i like him and he likes me. and what makes me like him even more is that he is completely uninterested in a relationship. well at least i think so. he didn't mean to sleep over. we smoked and listened to kid a 3 ( Read more... )

today is the first day i have ever had my period at college. big steps to womanhood smith.

he Ba HOB a1: I hate when you leave
i think i am in love with that one. zac. we watch radiohead together.

im gonna die alone and sad. im still obsessed with that song by ryan adams. but radiohead is controlling my life. in a good way. i love thursdays.. ( Read more... )

oh and i forgot to mention this important message:

skunks run rampant on this campus.

there's no signs up though! like nothing like, "beware." and i have seen 2 already. and tonight me and zac were hanging out and this kid runs up to us and is like, guys there is a skunk very near by, watch out. so we pick up our stuff and the skunk is like 5 miles ( Read more... )

crocofuckingdile. 
i made out with a hot man. a man. fuck that.
i made this friend zac and we are pretty close. we have like the weirdest conversations. it's great. he's pretty shy. he's a junior. today we were smoking and drinking coffee and he started telling me this silly story about how he and his cousin used to make bombs when they were younger ( Read more... )