Had a frustrating/eye-opening conversation with Sam tonight ( Read more... )

I think my main problem is that I live so much in a fantasy world ( Read more... )

I owe you all a serious update, huh ( Read more... )

Can't even begin...tonight has been one of THOSE nights...

More later.

So today was...interesting ( Read more... )

So last night Dom did text me back, and I went over there for a little bit.  Got to ooggle him/ play pool for a good fifteen minutes until Billy came over.  Then we chased a turkey around the neighborhood, went back to Dom's, Sam showed up (mysteriously right after Dom told her I was there alone with him) and we played some board games.  Branden ( Read more... )

So I sent Dom a message on FB last night saying we should all get together for DnD.  But I didn't realize they all started classes today, so I got to wait for him to contact me ( Read more... )

So I had my appt with my therapist today.

I guess...I feel like I am ready to move on from Sam.  It sounds weird just to say that, because only a few months ago I was absolutely desperate not to have her leave me, but...I don't know.  I still love her, yes, and I would still like to have a relationship with her if we could ever sort through all of ( Read more... )

So, I called Sam.  Yeah, she forgot ( Read more... )

At home again.  Time with grandma was tedious (she's getting to be one of those cranky old people who's never happy).  We went out to eat with my parents, checked into the Sheraton, watched tv for a bit, I went down and swam for an hour, and then we watched poker/read until bed.  This morning we got up to eat, slept some more, checkout out, ate at ( Read more... )