Strength in the differences between us, and comfort where we overlap.

[admettre]

I hate that everything is victim to circumstances. I was "seeing" someone. And maybe I still am. Who's to say? Who really knows what qualifies as real and healthy? Linguists often argue whether anyone could ever truly have an accurate definition of what the entity known as a "word" really is, and that really says something. What makes a "

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[casket4mytears]

If someone could solve the mysetery of relationships for me, I would be much obliged. The past week has been one very much focussed on relationships both past and present, and I at once feel smarter and far more stupid.

That said, you, my dear, are fabulous and wonderful, and worth the effort of a relationship. Whether the one you are/were seeing is the one to do it or not, you will find someone as eager to pursue that journey through linguistics to perhaps an understanding of a word that can inflate or break someone in a single utterance.

[flyingdutchman]

was? :(

[admettre]

Yeah, a conversation happened that I thought wouldn't happen for 6 weeks.

I though the natural progression would be take it to the end to when he goes back to Chicago, and I go to Europe and try to keep in touch this summer and the hopefully try to resume in the fall.

Or even if it ended at the end of spring. I just didn't think it'd be the "I really like you but...." in the middle of April. Maybe he's protecting himself from getting in too close so he doesn't get hurt.

I dunno, but I do miss the warm feelings I got to feel for a month. :(

[flyingdutchman]

aw, i'm sorry to hear about this.

are you guys still going to remain friends though?

[admettre]

I hope so. I'm not sure we were anything beyond friends anyway per se, but I guess my concern is now that we've had this conversation, we won't see each other as often, or ever again. Sigh.