Take this, and put it in your journal. Bold the things you have in common with me, and change the things you dont have in common with me to something about you.

01.i like to sing when there's no one else around

02. i like boys who break my heart

03. i eat when i'm bored04. i want someone to pull my hair when they kiss me ( Read more... )

if only...
jim morrison is my god.

whats happening lately. ive been in these horribly odd moods. my body and mind really has been longing to get out of this town so badly. it gets worse everyday. nothing against the people i like that live here but its truly sickening. i almost dont want to post my feelings here anymore for fear the wrong people read this. most of you who talk to me ( Read more... )

i dont feel spunky today. or creative. or feel like formating my entry to anything special. i feel crappy. my day was good then bad then good again now it feel progressively worse. like mentally i feel its pouring inside of me. my emotions are just out of control right now. the holiday season has been so tough without gram, and without a family at ( Read more... )

it was a very pink christmas.
i love just about all ive gotten so far.
mom picked out bad ass gifts.
new cd player.
new make up.
new speakers for the computer. so yummy.
lots of clothes.
2 purses.
diamond earrings.
and so on.

i feel better.
we fought tonight.
me and you.
you know who you are.
called you on everything.
and boy did it feel great ( Read more... )

i've learned why:

+.my heart broke. not yours.+
+.i stuck around. even if at first it wasnt there.+
+.i did what i did. though it hurt more than words.+
+.everyone said you were way too nice. despite my justifications.+
+.i had this funny feeling something wasn't right. but ignored it.+

so come at me with your moon
and burn me in the *stars*
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* december eleventh two thousand and three *
* officially the best night ever *
* thank you * you know who you are *
it was all worth it
<3 abercrombie and fitch <3

/we {never} mentioned this part-the first time you asked me to call\
/you didn't say you'd stop-hanging out so soon\
/and (I wish) I wasn't such a bore-you {never} said it'd be this ( Read more... )

What day. week. month even. I don't know what to make of it. Good month, with you. Horrible month with family. Where do I begin? Kick while I'm down please. Just keep going. I stopped feeling. Do what he did, what they did, what you said you wouldnt. Cut it up, cut me up, zip lock me, send me to the ocean like the rest. I'll come back. Worn, torn, ( Read more... )

So today is the day. The day we're all supposd to get together with our families, eat lots of food, watch football, and most of all be thankful for what we have. This is well indefinitely the most depressing thanksgiving ever. I thought last year wasnt good because we were all kind of tensions run high with everything going on, and Gram was sick ( Read more... )

What have I gotten myself into? Oh lord, what have I done.