well, unfortunently, its not going to work at this moment in time, but I understand, and I honestly can say I never felt so bad about someting in all my life. Doesn't make me a bad person, just did soemthing horribly wrong to the last person I would ever want to hurt. I not only shed tears about the break up, but I shed tears for what I did to ( Read more... )

I would also like to add that I noticed most of my problems are during and after work, go figure, I can't wait till Cub calls, cause it seems like a good chance. And No I will not be cashiering. When everything gets on track like I wishing for, I will bring back a small peice of my old self.. in this case is a good thing, beware of the braided pig ( Read more... )

Well, the last day or so has put me though alot of thinking and realising alot of things about myself. Alot of stress has caused me to say things I don't mean to random people and unfortunently someone I really care about. work and if not we can all pay our bills, not spending quality alone time with my special someone(other then bringing her to ( Read more... )

Finally cleaned out the car, gonna go get Kelly in a minute, then go home, shower and me and Randy are gonna go work on the kitchen/living room AKA landfill, then go to work, my job sucks, gotta apply at Cub today their online application, and wile I'm at it see what other jobs are available around here in yuppyville. Once I get a better hopefully ( Read more... )

ok ok a real one now, well im finally out of my dads place and officially on my own once again, and took like over a week to get everything moved over, but its all good now just gotta clean up a bit, but its not bad the room is somewhat organized for the most part, but the kitchen is a pig pen and of course tons of dirty dishes and booze bottles ( Read more... )

hi hows it goin, there I posted, haha

As I was getting ready to sent a text message my phone all of a sudden has predictive text! wow this will be sooo much easier!

So whats up with me you all ask? well, life goin pretty darn good, doing good at work, my manager was very impressed with my close on sunday. and my non-work life is pretty great, its nice to have someone to share life with, its just amazing, it gives me tears of joy and im so greatfull to have what I have, I think about you all the time Kelly, I ( Read more... )

Yeah, I'm gonna update, but not right now its too late, and im about to pass on out. so maybe tomorrow, Did I mention I love Kelly ? :)

I wanna be with you forever, and thank you for being understanding with how I am, cause of my past, with only your love everything will clear over and will be for the best, and a happy future togeather. thanks for everything.