“Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold onto something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it’s so hard to keep it inside when you ( Read more... )

"We all have to die, Johnrock - everyone of us. It is how we choose to live that matters. After all, it's the only life each one of us will ever have, so how we live is of paramount importance." - Richard (Confessor by Terry Goodkind)

I'm so sad to let her go...

She's going to be a great addition to a new family. She'll be in much better hands.

Much better than where she is now.

Man, i'm going to miss her so much...

“Letting go doesn’t mean giving up, but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be.”

My stress is lessened.... but!

... it's still not over.

I'm so scared of what the truth might be.

it's always one thing after another...

Your past life diagnosis:
I don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern USA South-Center around the year 1250. Your profession was that of a chemist, alchemist or poison manufacturer.
Your brief psychological profile in your past life:You always liked to ( Read more... )

Today, when I was waiting in line at the grocery store, I watched the cashier ring up items belonging to a woman, her husband and their little girl. They had an array of items from milk, snacks and other various groceries. When the cashier was finished and the total was given, the woman proceeded to hand back items to bring down the cost of the ( Read more... )

"Living is actually about trying to define yourself in a world that is constantly trying to define you. It's the struggle to both find yourself and represent yourself simultaneously." (courtesy of Krystelle)

DisorderRatingParanoid Personality Disorder:ModerateSchizoid Personality Disorder:ModerateSchizotypal Personality Disorder:HighAntisocial Personality Disorder:LowBorderline Personality Disorder:Very HighHistrionic Personality Disorder:HighNarcissistic Personality Disorder:ModerateAvoidant Personality Disorder:HighDependent Personality Disorder:High ( Read more... )