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Jun 25, 2005 15:01

i'm cracking again.. what if i can't take care of my baby? what if i can't take care of myself, my husband? i'm so stupid to have thought that i could do this, that i was good enough to do this or strong enough or brave enough. i don't want to have money to worry about.. or a child to worry about or a life to worry about. i wish i was strong ( Read more... )

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shoesiswalkin05 June 28 2005, 19:00:17 UTC

and so the bell jar decends, leaving you to rebreath the same air over and over untuil the pollution is so thick that you cant see past your own fingertips... i was just reflecting on the moving prison today, sometimes you see it, sometimes not, but it's always there...

adonaisbabble July 4 2005, 23:33:08 UTC

things are never as bad and you want them to be.

shoesiswalkin05 July 6 2005, 13:30:14 UTC

i think things really are that bad, but we only see it some of the time, i mean, i dont know if you see it, but we live in the age of self hypnotism and artifice. (i'm sure you see it) and all the worlds problems could be so easily solved, but there not solved. things are THAT bad. the only happy people are the ones absorbed into whatever can keep their minds off of reality, except that they try to call it reality.