Oh my god...I am not gonna tell the story here, because it's ay to funny. But I will when I see people...

My love life is so stupid right now...There is one person I know I love...and he's all I want...

Band kinda met up today...I am worried really, I know it's early, but somthing did feel right...I know I'm a control freak...but I just wanna produce the goods and become so great...my rock star ego is flooding me, and I don't feel the same vibe of some of the others ( Read more... )

The civility of eveything has ended again...my family are once again in two pieces, and I've given up trying to work it...I just need to focus on my own life right now. I'm not taking sides or being a part of this fued ( Read more... )

- Cardiff
- Kings College London
- Sussex
- Sheffield
- Bristol
- Manchestor

*sigh*

Uni stuff more or less out of the way now...I am applying for Philosophy all over the place....new addition to list is Kings College London...Me and El got very merry and hyper over the thought with a few bottles of wine saturday night....it's all so sureal ( Read more... )

I'm so uptight...I really want him, argh...Its like I feel so young again, so love sick and stupid, obsession is like a game really...

Yesterday, my sister discovered her un born child was dead, and had been for three weeks, decided to let the foetus leave her body naturally, she left the hospital...and got on a bus to come home ( Read more... )

I just got some really harsh homophobic verbal abuse from sum1 I thought was a friend...I mean, it was tottaly un called for, and I feel like shit - But if people think I am going to change for them then they can fucking rott...I am no1s bitch, I love being gay, because at least I'm honest, I don't hate people, however angry I get, I never hate, ( Read more... )

This is my first update in a few days...Been a long and hard week, kinda stressed, but in a productive way...I'm kinda messed up in a few ways....I still need to sort a few things out with people, heal some scars ( Read more... )