Eurgh - Went to Tj's last night - I still smell of fags. Saw Tab's band play, were pretty cool...at the end I went on stage to see him and he gave me his guitar to hold, and every1 must have though I was next coz they cheered me, lmao ( Read more... )

I managed to get loads of work done 2oday, so much that I can't bear the thought of doing any more - lol...."he was making progress ( Read more... )

Yeah...I'm so doing my work right now...After I've done this I will deffo do it...Just all uptight, every1 is over my house today and so it looks like I'll be spending the day in my room again [nice view ( Read more... )

I've lost all consentration today - Babies have gone but I have this really horrific headache, I shouldnt even be online really, bound to be making it worse...I'm so fucking hot realy now I just can't do anything, I can't think, can't sleep, feel like total shit...Just wanna scream, or go out in the rain and drown...anything to break the habit

Maybe I am 2 organised, I dunno - Is that possible? or is my real downfall that my plans carry to many expectations. I've now made a shopping list of all the things I need to get before I go to Uni, even done a finance plan in the mean time, which using the power of Excel has given me a spending budget and I'm sorting out a monthly direct debit ( Read more... )

Yes...I am in love with Marilyn Manson - The Man is hot in a suit - Hot Hot Hot - hahaha. right now Gabrielé is cursing me probably for my heinous taste in men, regular or otherwise ( Read more... )

I need sleep this weekend, been such a long week, and I still have work 2morrow to get through...Sitting here kinda contemplative, but not enough for it to warrent as my "current mood" went to the Post Office in Cwmbran to sort a few matters out...Felt like such a suff day, I didn't get that feeling of "oh now, half term, I wont see any1 for a week ( Read more... )

Done it again....idiot.

Mmmmmmm just had nice nap, but have noticed I can't type to save my life today, making way more typos on msn than usual, quite happy in media, I quoteth "erm...yeah, no1 got above a D or a C...oh no! Rob got a A!"...althought I wrote "premature ejection" on my media report...in relation to camera work! and was told to re-phrases it, I dont know how ( Read more... )

Long day, came home after choir really wanting to sing, wrote some stuff and sung my own stuff for hours and hours...felt really cool to just belt out stuff which was mine, recently I've becoming alot more introvert, and I relate to myself more now than I used to, and my lyrics just allow me to be me [for one night only haha] I connect with them in ( Read more... )