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[piratestorm]

I was told early on that I was adopted. I think I was 3 or 4 when I found out. I saw a lady who was pregnant and I asked my mom if that where I came from. And she told me the story:

My parents had already adopted my two older sisters, one who is from upstate New York and the other who is from Soel Korea.
Apparently my "biological mother" who was not

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[wyndhamheart]

Oh god.

You just put perfectly into words how I've been feeling. I'm turning 20 soon and I just... I want a baby so badly. I'm not going to g get pregnant, obviously... but that feeling of having someone who I'm connected truly to is something I so desperately want.

I also am too scared to find my BP. I contacted my adoption agency a year ago and they told me that 6 years ago my BM stopped taking my family's letters and they don't know where she was. Now I'm terrified to be even further rejected by her. I know I have two half siblings and I don't know how I'm supposed to feel.

I don't know why I'm writing this other than you just touched me and I'm so close to tears right now. Know that you're not alone. :)

[hazelnuthead]

"that feeling of having someone who I'm connected" - true. Because we want someone, just someone to understand us and be our listeners when we talk about this stuff. I kinda feel the same way :) Yup, you're not alone

[hazelnuthead]

"I have never felt like I belong." This is exactly how I feel for the past 17 years...