Here Is My Hurt Mom

[shinelikejewelz]

When someone hurts you so bad you just dont know how to feel. You cant feel anything and you cant believe this is real. I found my mother after 30 years, I thought that she loved me. I couldnt hold back my tears. She called for 3 weeks and life was grand. I felt so happy like life had a plan. Then as I called she stopped calling back. I left

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[love_war_snow]

The relationship between a mother and a child they didn't get to know is so much more complicate than can really be understood. I know you are hurting. I would be too. I think your mom is likely hurting too. Not that you need to feel guilty or even care of how she feels but I can assure you it's not as simple as it seems. This coming from a mom without her child.

[shinelikejewelz]

No she isnt hurting, I know she just thinks about herself

[love_war_snow]

I guess I can't really say much because I don't know your mom. I've just been learning myself how complicated all of this is. Either way I'm sorry for what you have gone through. I hope you can find your way again.