Ha. I forgot I had this thing. o_o

Okay, I'm back.
SHMEE.

I think I'm going to copy McKenzie and get a new livejournal.
I'm bored with this name. And maybe if I make a new one I'll be magically blessed with LJ layout skills. o__o

I want to make a new AIM name too. I've had unt0ld lies for far too long now.

In South Carolina for the next week.

Why do I let myself do the stupid things I do?
Since when did I allow myself to do these things just because I'm lonely? This is the second person. How do I allow myself to do this? Honestly.

I guess it's because I like the affection and attention. Feeling like someone wants me.
I feel like such a whore.
Filthy.

I can't stand this.

Who got the coolest CD today?
Me.  :]

Straylight Run kicks it.  I think I have a few new favorite songs.

I'm so scared. I don't want to move. I hate people. How could someone betray family like this? Lying for the past five years? How could you stoop so low? I hate you. I hope you burn in Hell for this ( Read more... )

I'm not ure just how ready for summer I am.
I like being around people all day.
I'll miss that.

It's not that I don't love my computer, I just want something else to do.

Smeared black ink ( Read more... )

Yeah ( Read more... )

Ugh. Crushes suck.
But is it really a crush? It's not like I havn't been through these feelings before with this person. And considering what I did, there is no chance at it again , i bet. Sigh. I don't even know what to say about it.

They just suck.