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[adorerdollylux]

so i've been home for a few days. and i've honestly been sort of running on autopilot since i left sevilla, preparing for exactly this time in my life where i'm not in spain and i'm painfully aware of it and there's nothing i can do about it. today is my first day back to work and i'm already exhausted by the thought. just having to answer

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[the_summer_tree]

:/ love you bb <3 I will be sending you vibes from the concert while you hopefully watch england maul the US. I hope this work day is as stress-free as it can be.

Sergio is so freaking adorable.

[distira]

sergio is adorable.

i hope your day is stress-free, as much as it can be ♥

some lorca to tide you over:

Tengo miedo a perder la maravilla
de tus ojos de estatua, y el acento
que de noche me pone en la mejilla
la solitaria rosa de tu aliento.

Tengo pena de ser en esta orilla
tronco sin ramas; y lo que más siento
es no tener la flor, pulpa o arcilla,
para el gusano de mi sufrimiento.

Si tú eres el tesoro oculto mío,
si eres mi cruz y mi dolor mojado,
si soy el perro de tu seńorío,

no me dejes perder lo que he ganado
y decora las aguas de tu río
con hojas de mi otońo enajenado.

(pretty lovely translation here if you need it, but of course spanish is the way to be)

[pro_smash_hit]

I was just reading this book this morning how talking about really precious special things kind of break them
they are memories, experiences, you in your mind and when you turn it into words they change essentially, turn to words and thus objects and cease to be your emotions, memories, experiences
aaaand I am just shit explaining what I did during my journeys so I can understand

love to you and courage, you'll go back