well yeah as you can read by the subject .. i am a total fcuk up . i dont even know whats wrong with my anymore . i cant control my bitchiness or anything ! and everyone in the world seems to be against me and wants to hurt me . im scared all the time and i worry all the time . im a toal perfectionist and i cant control that either . im sucha ass ( Read more... )

ok well you guys wanted to see pictures so yeah click the link . dont laugh too hard !*@ leave me some comments.

( dOnt lAuGh At ME )

ugg can we say pure boredom =/

[] well im going back to wildwood 24th-26th .. partyin' fun shiit .

[] school starts sept. 4th =/ ug

[] vinny is my sexii babii !* lol

[] comment me if you wanme to post my pics .. =)

ok well .. i think i kind of matured the past few weeks.i have accomplished alot:

o1__i dont have low self esteem anymore
o2__i told someoe off without breaking down
o3__i told a close friend my scary problem
o4__i said im sorry to somene and i ment it
o5__i helped my mom for once without her asking
o6__i concentrated more on my poetry
o7__i ( Read more... )

he says his friend pretended to be him - right thats bull shit /.

well hmm .. i got alotta fun stuff to tell you*s. lol

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mike asked me out today at 12:53 am. hehe =) im soo f'in happy its not even funny .. wow omg its unexplainable.

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chris is my besterest friend . haha =) we have the funniest conversations about cereal,milk,bagels,and slaves .. yeah u should hear this stuff . lol ( Read more... )

hEy kiDdOs !*@

i gOts a new layout . im not liking it too much though haha =) im very picky . if u wanna make me one feel free to comment . lol . i gots a webcam too .. but im hating it . dont ask . maybe if im in a good mood .. ill post a picture . -- Samira

i got back from my cousins house in mount holly today !*

- we stayed down there to go to six flags and hurricane harbor.

wednesday
* went to hurricane harbor . saw a bunch of hotties . didnt work up the confidence to say hi - screw me !*@

thursday
* went to six flags . had a blast ! worked up confidence to go on nitro . 4 times !!!* wow . its ( Read more... )

oh yeahh those two entries before my wildwod one were made by mel so its not me lol ( Read more... )

i am sorry for not updating but i have been in wildwood*

sunday* we drove 3 hours to wildwood. and go there around noon time . the check in time was two so we went on the boardwalk to check out the new stores. we layed out by the pool all day and at night walked the boardwalk.

monday* we chilled by the pool once again . and went onto the beach . ( Read more... )