someone once told me not to marry someone you can live with, but to marry the one you can not live without. today, i thought about what it would be like if ed were suddenly not here anymore, and i almost cried.
I had a dream last night that ed's mom took him to a strip joint. and at first i was okay and everything, but then ed was going to get a lap dance ... and seemed to enjoy the notion of it. so i ran away and cried.
i need $400 some time in the nearer future for a deposit for italy -- maybe i can convince my mom to loan me the money. lmao. although, she is working right now. maybe she could. =shrugs=
me: those damed birds are driving me crazy!! it's not even a real chirp! ed: [says something that sounds like "megan called"] me: what did she want? ed: to have babies.