Right? And then I feel a little crazy because I feel that way, but at the same time I'm thinking NO FUCK YOU GO AWAY! Especially if they're trying to be "sly" about it.
It's a boundaries violation. The same as when you're contentedly reading a book and someone just comes along and pushes the book up so they can see the title, without even asking. Or when I'm staring off into space, which means I'm THINKING GODDAMMIT, and people start waving their hands in front of my face and going "Whoooooo! YOO-HOO! COME BACK TO EARTH" and I'm like "I will fucking kill you!" because when people do that, everything I was thinking shatters into the aether like a dream and all my mental work is completely lost.
Like it never fucking occurs to them that maybe I'm perfectly fucking HAPPY staring into space lost in my own mind. Nooo, I have to adhere to their arbitrary standard, or PAY ATTENTION TO THEM ZOMG.
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Exactly. To a 'T'. I cannot overemphasize how I am filled with confrontational hostility when someone leans over my shoulder.
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Like it never fucking occurs to them that maybe I'm perfectly fucking HAPPY staring into space lost in my own mind. Nooo, I have to adhere to their arbitrary standard, or PAY ATTENTION TO THEM ZOMG.
People. *hiss*
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