Just get me past this dead end eternal snow.

[adrenaline2268]

I feel frozen. Nothing makes me happy anymore. I got a perfect score on my anatomy test, and I was the only girl out of 30 to get an A on the practicum. I told everyone I knew and forced the biggest smile I could possibly come up with. The truth is, I don't care. The reason I showed off so much is because I didn't feel a hint of pride and I thought

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[shortymc]

that made me cry :( i'm sorry i told you that.

[randomdan]

Good luck finding a neutral third party. I don't think it's very likely to happen.

I've learned that there's rarely any objective viewpoint on anything, and that if you can't be happy with and appreciate yourself then you can't be all that happy for all that long. I've had this problem for years, and probably longer than I can remember.

I think you are deluded and blind (or perhaps have a touch of body dysmorphic disorder) if you can't at the very least see that you are very superficially attractive. I happen to think you are attractive in other ways as well, but interpretation of those qualities is a bit harder for people to agree upon.

I dunno. Call me some time. I try to always be this truthful. Gonna go now though for unrelated reasons. Good luck with your stuff.

[sugarnspice42]

I don't know if I count as someone who falls from the third party and is completely neutral, but I think you're being way too hard on yourself. Your family and friends say that you're beautiful because you are. I remember hearing that from my dad, that I was beautiful and I told him, you're supposed to say that. However, I began to realize though that they say it because they truly believe it. And I believe you're a gorgeous person inside and out. You're beautiful because you have a wonderful personality that everyone seems to enjoy and this beauty that comes within expresses your outer beauty that everyone can physically see. There are some people that can be what everyone would think is good looking, but as soon as you get to know them, they could become ugly because they have a horrible personality. You are not one of those people. You have never been one of those people who was sour and unkind where your outer beauty made you ugly. For as long as I've known you, and granted I hardly see you, I have known a super nice Megan

[wannaseeerin]

take it from someone who has fallen over and over and had to start again basically from scratch...dont worry so much, its trivia. the worst thing in the world is indecision. it is better to be decisive and meet with failure, then to be indecisive, worry, and do nothing at all. what can be learned from that?