Dad
He was bad today. The nurse told my family that he has maybe a day left. She whispered it as she left. Told them that if he passes away overnight, not to worry about calling anyone until the morning. I am heading there as early as I can, but won't be there until after 9.15am. I'm so so scared. I don't know if I'll be able to sleep tonight. This is too soon. It's all happened so fast. It feels like I'm stuck in some sort of horrible nightmare where my world is crumbling, and I'm supposed to pretend that everything is ok. It's not ok.