relationships

[adrian_jordan]

im pretty sure im going to be single for a while, and probably a good long while. talking about things very intimate, even to my friends has gotten a bit strange. life right now is very weird and surreal. funny thing is ive been the most sober ive been over the last few months than i have. things were more stable when i was fucked up all the time.

Comments

[wolfbreath]

you know, though things are getting fucked up, your reaction to it seems so mature. It could be worse, and you decided to man up and take the responsibility or deal with the problems, while being sober just because you can.

it's so hard growing up, like crazy weird. The past few years of my life, while I was in school has made me rethink so many things. I went fucking nuts thinking about it, try to understand, analyze, all that. Now it's different, I accept that I cannot get angry over what I cannot control. This includes the opinions or feelings of others. The best I can do is convey my own understandings and hope that every party can just respect our differences.

but yeah, other than that, that sucks. hope something works out well. if shit hits the fan, there's always other opportunities. other than that, congrats on being sober, and happy mothers day to you too, mom.

[adrian_jordan]

yeah man, i really dont know what to think but i do appreciate your input and opinion as always. you always have something good to say and it doesn't go unnoticed.

it was really good seeing you and meeting your friends and girl the other nite at cheesecake. i think hangouts are in order soon, maybe some music making as well : )

[jen_if_er]

I'm sorry to hear that. I am also sorry that we didn't hang out longer last Saturday. We were at the mercy of the man behind the wheel. Take care of yourself. You'll get it all sorted out eventually.

[ghostmeat]

hang in there, adra!
stay sober... it only seems less stable than the past because you're not used to it yet.
love you!

[adrian_jordan]

i sure am hoping that is the case. ive never been in this situation that im in right now and i just hope that im doing the right things where i need to do the right things. i dunno ya know, i just keep telling myself if i follow my heart, i can't go wrong - i hope that is true cuz thats what i plan to do