The Poison

[adrian_tepes]

I finally thought I'd truly be happy but it just seems like the same old shit coming at me over and over again. Not even from recent events. The same shit coming at me from years and years of very bad days. Very shitty memories and days I just don't want to get out of bed. Days I just want to go out and drive and see where I end up for a few

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[theatremom]

Uhm...it's all too cryptic for me to know what initiated your post. The only thing I can say is, though I know genetics and early childhood experiences are huge influences on us, I don't believe we have to accept ANY of those unpleasant things as the ordination of our futures. We, all have a reason and a will. We can choose better things for ourselves. I'm not making a light issue of this, I understand that some things are a tremendous battle! (If they weren't I'd weigh 110 lbs., lol!) And of course there are physical things we can't change, like our height. But we can choose to work on our thought processes and our behavior. Sooo....I guess what I'm saying is....DON'T give in to the dark side, Luke! Big hug!

[deli_trash]

Honey, every time I read this post it makes me sad

I love you. remember that always.

[anonymous]

I'll be damned if I let a brother of mine end up that way.

I'm not sure exactly what's troubling you, but you have my phone number and the multitude of other ways in which I may be contacted whenever you need to talk. Hit me up.