At the first sign of trouble get out fast!

[adrianajoy]

So five popsicles and five emails later I no longer have a mom. She says that I am the one who made the choice to not want her but that's not true, I want her, I do. All of it. The good and the bad. But she doesn't want me anymore. It's something I have to live with. I know you are all going to tell me that it isn't my fault, that I can't let

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[lorenmichelle]

You're right sweetie. I'm going to tell you it's not your fault. You were pushed out and away and it wasn't fair. It makes it feel like this all is your fault, like you had a choice, but you didn't. I know you Adriana and you have always put your family first and tried to help them before you helped yourself. And always loved them and let them know no matter what was going on. Your mother is a stubborn woman, she feels alone and abandoned, even if she isn't. Which is why she says the things she does, she's making how she feels a reality. You can do one of two things; give her some space and let her drown in the life and emotions of her making, or slowly but surely begin to reappear in her life. Emails, phone calls, lunch, and christmas presents. It's not fair what you are going through, and I'm sorry that you have to. Because you are one of the most wonderful people I have ever known and I know that no matter what you will still love your mother. Give it some more time Nana, because you are too amazing not to have around and she knows