Alas.

[adrianna89]

I am, yet again, at a crossroads in my life. I sat in my car for fifteen minutes two nights ago, solely trying to grasp the thought that I will be out of high school in a year. I realized then that I have no idea what I want to do. Ever since I was young I have wanted to be a veterinarian, but now, I have no idea. I suppose it doesn't matter just

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[anonymous]

Keep moving forward. Its ok to stop and look at the past once in awhile and try and recapture things,but if its dwelt on to long,focus is lost and so is direction. This is what has happened to you it seems. Walk through the door in front,and regain focus and direction. Time moves very,very fast when we try to take it in and sit back. Unless we flow with it,it'll always pass us by. If this made any sense to you,Im glad. If not,understandable. Let me know if it did ok?
-Tyler-

[adrianna89]

Yes, it makes sense. And every nerve ending in my body is telling me that I should listen to what you say, but my heart is still yearning to go back through the other door. I know what I should do, but I have internal conflicts to settle first I suppose.

I just.. I wish some things had never happened. I wish that all the stupid shit I've done would just not exist. I know I know. Wish in one hand, shit in the other, see which one fills up first. Plus, a lot of things I have now wouldn't be if the past hadn't happened as it did.

And all things happen for a reason.

Thanks Tyler,
Michi