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I've been waiting for this summer for nearly seven years; dreaming of it, anxiously anticipating how wonderful it would be. And now all I want is for it to be over, for fall to be here and a fresh new start to be awaiting me in an unfamiliar place. True, it isn't necessarily where I thought I would be, but it's new, and that's all that matters
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first of all, let me congratulate you for writing what is, in my opinion, one of the best live journal entries EVER. i agreed with almost 100% of what you said, and, though i tried, i could never convey my feelings eloquently and elaborately as you did here.
as you said the graduation card you gave to me, we've had our ups and downs. the daisy miller project was a complete nightmare, and i've disappointed you on multiple occasions with acts of selfishness. in the past few weeks, i've kept others' secrets, purposely not answered my phone, and even lied to you. i apologize for all of this. you really are one of my best friends, and you've been a huge part of my life. nothing can change that ( ... )
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about the phone call, i didn't even know i did it, i was laying on my phone last night, and it must have dialed you number. Seriously, ask anyone who was sitting around me. I'm sorry.
i'm not even going to begin recount the sutpid horrible things i've done. I've been doing a lot of thinking about it, though.
You don't have to forgive me, and if i were you i don't know if i would.
but take this as an honest apology.
we do need to talk, not that you'd want to.
i can't give you any reason to believe me right now, and i don't think i could any time soon.
there is no way i can make up for everything i've done, so i'm going to try.
take that for what its worth. which probably isn't much.
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