searching for a muse, something to start the spark... i need to sparkle about something again. otherwise what does it matter?

that mickey mouse has grown up a cow.

i need a new word for the week, oubliette has worn out her welcome. zeitgeist is a good one.

flying in just a sweet place.

i could use one of those right about now.

sometimes i breathe you in, but i know, you know.

nothing's been the same.

tiny, kind of scary, trying again to connect with the keys. in my whole hope scorned alit on a black stretch of learning to stay in my hole ( Read more... )

can you really just start to find yourself at 31 ( Read more... )

craving more intellectual stimulation.

ready set go.

i just want a little red x that says "you are here" right now. at least to *remember that tonight, in this moment, there was a sign. tiny ninjas ( Read more... )

bones in the ground, on the ground, the cracks.... a sort of forward motion that just keeps pushing everything forward ( Read more... )

injured, somehow. *remember it has been nearly 10 years. the 10-year-ago me moved here alone... if you asked the now me to do something like that i'd probably eat myself from the inside out with anxiety. most of the time i feel like a crying child pushed into the corner. trying to disappear, trying to squish into the smallest possible speck. ( Read more... )

oh to clean up the clutter of echoes coming in and out of focus words spoken ( Read more... )