just so everyone is on the up and up:

i have a kidney infection which may or may not be accompanied by kidney stones...

just putting it out there...

:)

When I was young ( Read more... )

i'm deciding to be free ( Read more... )

these days i'm dealing with a diagnosis made years ago. when i was young i was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder. it was separation induced at the time, specifically when my parents would leave me. since december i've been having little anxiety attacks from time to time. since the end of january they've been worse. they range anywhere from a ( Read more... )

i'd like to meet you in a bookstore ( Read more... )

yes!
i'll do it i'll do it i'll do it.

that was exciting.
okay, here goes...

you could say i'd settle for anything right now ( Read more... )

you're sitting on my chest ( Read more... )

take this chink, fluke, outflux of feeling
use it tomorrow when things are better
take this moment where things aren't so fun
and balance it against brilliance
if i can use nothing and create everything
i have no need to worry fret and frown
but when the course of life takes me there
never let me forget how to stand taller after.

there is no greater burden then potential...
and if self-indulgence is my greatest sin, there are bigger fish to fry.