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[adventlead]

I'm trying to think of something to say, so that this stupid thing doesn't keep shocking me...but I just don't care.

Sorry, if I don't want to settle for falling into some meaningless routine, or communicate with people who don't even know me anymore.

There. And later, I will repeat this. Even the insults are boring.

Comments

[withoutawing]

It does grow tiring.

[adventlead]

More like Sephiroth please bash my head against a wall until it's a bloody lump of nothing.

[withoutawing]

Are you sure you wish for that?

[adventlead]

I don't know. Wouldn't be fun.

[prodigal_axe]

Why not just turn it on, then back off?

[adventlead]

Why not just turn you off?

[prodigal_axe]

...Not gonna solve your communicator problem.

[adventlead]

Maybe I could throw it against you over and over until you both die.

[betrayedblade]

You have nothing to anchor you.

[adventlead]

Anchor?

[betrayedblade]

Nothing to keep you away from the apathy.

[adventlead]

At times there isn't.

[memoriesclouded]

Thing is, you're not the only one who's bored.

[adventlead]

Are you?

[memoriesclouded]

…no.

Not yet. I haven’t been here long enough.

[adventlead]

Not yet, Brother.

[toward_dawn]

If the routine is so meaningless, maybe you should put meaning to it.

[adventlead]

I already did that. Kind of doesn't work out when every time you do that meaning is stolen.

[toward_dawn]

It's only stolen if you're the one to forget. You can rebuild it if you hold on to that memory. [He's rebuilt his own meaning several times.]

[adventlead]

And what happens when you tire all your resources to do so?