It gets pretty annoying, doesn't it? Watching all your efforts. You get ahead, and then you're pushed miles back. I don't want that. I'm not going to just wait for the next disaster, rebuild, and wait some more. I'm not going to settle for it, and neither should others. I'm not going to be a weak brat who only relies on other stronger people ( Read more... )

[Kadaj turns on the video to show himself somewhere within the fire. He doesn't do anything at first. Then he lifts up his hand to show his wrist which is pulsing with the materia in it. That, and the flames light up his face, making it look more mad than usual.]

How about I help out?!

[There's a dull, repeated sound that continues on the communicator for several minutes until]

What more do I have to say here?

No.

I'm going out to start building a headquarters for my group. Anyone can join me, either way I don't care.

( Locked from Sephiroth | 60 % Hackable )

As far as I'm concerned, New Years doesn't matter. Much like everything else, it doesn't mean anything's changed, or gotten better, has it? Do you know why that is ( Read more... )

I'm supposed to say something along the lines of might as well get used to it, right? But what am I really trying for now? It won't stop. I don't want to do anything. There's one thing I want to do and that's out of reach.

Leave me alone.

Pretty soon it will be two years. And I'll be older.

Lucrecia, can I stay with you? Angeal and Minato are putting Sephiroth in danger.

[Yeah, Kadaj is just going to scream his lungs out for several minutes. He tried hiding it in effort to act calmer, but his patience doesn't last that long, especially on this subject and the fact that this whole thing is difficult for him anyway.

After that, he speaks quietly, as if nothing just happened.]

I still miss her...

That same strange thing. I wonder, will we someday wake up, only to remember nothing? Are we going in circles right now, without even realizing it...?

I don't care.

Minato? The Minato with the stupid looking spiky blonde hair who acts like a brat. I have something to ask you. Since Angeal is an idiot.