WHY CAN'T I JUST LEAVE IT ALONE ( Read more... )

I never thought I would get actually advice from a fortune cookie.
"You cannot ride in all directions"
My two was street is just one that I am trying to go on and if it is falling into disrepair or simply disappearing I need to follow the others roads I am already on.

I always feel so guilty about it. No matter what I always feel guilty and I have felt guilty. I try to talk about it but everyone I talk to says it isn't my fault and those who I want to talk to who I know will say differently stopped talking to me a while ago. I shouldn't feel this bad. It is a fucking two way street and if traffic is only going ( Read more... )

How is it that I can feel so happy one moment and then so depressed and stressed about everything? I have so much that I could be, should be, would be doing but there is something standing in my way blocking my path. I tried once to fix it but it appeared to get worse. How can it be that they don't see it standing there right in front of them or is ( Read more... )

reminder to self: save last nights activities for the weekend when you can actually sleep.

I will never be able to say thank you enough. :D I love when you make me smile.

He is my hero.

Soo yeah...fuck...you. Have a shitty day.

Reece Charles Colbert was born last night at 3:11 7 lbs 10 oz 20 inches with red hair and blue eyes. Welcome to the family kid.

So I know the reason for one. I kind of always knew it but I just didn't want to admitt it in my head. I understand how she feels. I understands more than she will ever be able to realize. I feel bad about it all but I went through years of it but I never gave up and I got what I wanted. I wanted it more than anything. But that is said and done. ( Read more... )