Totally random repsonse to your post in bonesnotbeautypatchworkkissesApril 24 2005, 20:54:17 UTC
Hi there! I was 118 lbs, not 105 lbs and I wanted to let you know that I completely understand how you feel. As an ex-purging bulimic I know how attractive a easyf ix can be.
The truth is though, it doesn't work. There's something about the taste of vomit that removes beauty form the equasion...after a few weeks there's nothing but dirt, and shame, and that feeling that you'll never be comfortable in your own skin again. Because, as horrible as it si the condition is addictive. People tell you how fantastic you're doing, and that buries itself in your mind so much deeper than the whining, and the worrying and the neggaing you hear every day.
If you really want to lose 10 lbs, diet. Excercise. Replace whole fat with skimmed, chocolate with a banana, coffee with green tea for your metabolism and walk everywhere you can.
It might seem easier to purge, but trust me - it's harder than it looks.
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The truth is though, it doesn't work. There's something about the taste of vomit that removes beauty form the equasion...after a few weeks there's nothing but dirt, and shame, and that feeling that you'll never be comfortable in your own skin again. Because, as horrible as it si the condition is addictive. People tell you how fantastic you're doing, and that buries itself in your mind so much deeper than the whining, and the worrying and the neggaing you hear every day.
If you really want to lose 10 lbs, diet. Excercise. Replace whole fat with skimmed, chocolate with a banana, coffee with green tea for your metabolism and walk everywhere you can.
It might seem easier to purge, but trust me - it's harder than it looks.
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