Blaine Larsen - How Do You Get That Lonely ( Read more... )

what do you do when you cant stop thinkin about someone you know you can never have ( Read more... )

well i saw Hitch this weekend... (becky, ur party was THE BEST btw!!).... and there was this line he said in the movie about waking up every day like it's on purpose... i really need to start doing that... i'm soooo tired of being depressed and taking out my anger on everyone else by bein rude to them all the time.... it's not kewl at all i really ( Read more... )

i just got home from ally's n she's gettin baptized tonight n i'm soooo happy for her.... she had to go thru sum REAL bad shyt to get here, but in a way i'm kinda glad what happened did.... it was a major wake up call n she's gettin her life back on track now and i'm soooo sooo sooo happy for her.... neway ally, i luv you gurl n i'll always be here ( Read more... )

i really did care about you... i loved you to death... and even though it may've been short lived.... i thought i counted for something... but i guess not, because you never really loved me... you never truely cared, and although you never came out and said it, i can tell... and i feel like a fool because i fell for your act for that little moment ( Read more... )

why is it that the best people always leave, i'm always shy at the wrong times, and i cant ever seem to keep myself happy for more than a few days straight...????....

it's lyke i've tried so hard forever to be that better person i want to be, i've tried to figure out what i want to do with my life and why i'm here, but i've never gotten anywhere, i still have no answers, and i'm worn out, i'm tired of constantly searching... it's lyke the rob thomas song says... "i dont wanna be lonely anymore".... lately though ( Read more... )

damn its pathetic when lyke a month into the new year you've already let yourself down on lyke half your hopes or whatever for that year... but then again tht's the story of my life.... grrrrreat rite>??? newayz~~~~ on a happier note... international day went perdy good i thought... there was some frickin awesome dancin n yeah..... umm me n ashley ( Read more... )

So much beauty in life ( Read more... )

i cant wait untill i can just get away...
...away from this town
....away from these people
.....away from all the drama
......away, just way far away
.....and once i get there
....and whereever there may be
...and whenever it happens
..and it better be soon
i'm not comin bak.... ever.....
and that'll be the happiest day of my life