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random lyrics that are making alot of sense or reminding me of myself or somebody esle right now, yes alot are green day:
You may find out that your self-doubt means nothing was ever there
You can't go forcing something if it's just not right
Talk is cheap and lies are expensive
My wallet's fat and so is my head
Hit and run and then I'll hit you again
I'm a smart ass but I'm playing dumb
Your rise and fall
Back up against the wall
What goes around is coming back and haunting you
It's time to quit
Cause you ain't worth the shit
Under my shoes or the piss on the ground
Crazy how it feels tonight
Crazy how you make it all alright love
Crush me with the things you do
And I do for you anything too
I live with my justice
And I live with my greedy need
I live with no mercy
And I live with my frenzied feeding
I live with my hatred
And I live with my jealousy
I live with the notion that I don't need anyone but me
Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service
You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience
Oh these little protections how they fail to serve me
One forgotten phone call and I'm deflated
Oh these little defenses how they fail to comfort me
Your hand pulling away and I'm devastated
I alone am the one you don't know you
need me take heed feed your ego Make me blind
when your eyes close sink when you get close
tie me to the bedpost.------only the tying to the bed post isn't completely necessary
today was amazingly fun, that probably why im in a bad mood now. nothing has really gone wrong, so im making something bad that way tomorrow has a chance to top it. i know it doesn't make that much sense to you but it does to me. no one said i wasn't a little crazy. fun this morning while semi-skipping comp apps. then i passed my chem test, 97%. got free food on the way to get lunch. nathan rocks my socks. he gave haley, jess, and me a pizza. score X 2348754872867428. left for the dentist after 7th. im afraid i pissed off mrs. jones. i can deal with it tomorrow, i forgot her phone number or i'd call her. i have a sleeping problem now, and it involves my couch. i go downstairs to watch tv and i curl up on the couch with my favorite blanky and usually within 45 minutes im asleep. last night i was trying to watch a scary movie ( don't remember but something to do with a barber who went crazy in alaska and started killing random girls and burying them in the snow, not that scary i guess, just strange) at seven and i comepletely passed out. i don't give a shit about thursday anymore, i kow i didn't make it. i really would have liked to. i just want my plaques. and pictures. being kicked out friday because my sister is having people over. everytime i want to mom is doing something or im not 'responsible' enough to have people over if she's not going to be here. yeah riiight.....