thank you for making me cry today

tonight i had to stay home and watch kk

justin and kate came over for a little bit but my bordem has now brought me to livejournal...so here i am, tired and bored posting like a loser

i wish someone wouldn't be so scared to see me so i can feel her in my arms again =(

recently i have been taking the time to write new songs for The Red October

so far i have two great songs and more will follow soon...they have been encouraged by recent events...things have been a little crazy latly, writing music i think is the only i can cope with all these feelings of sadness, pain, and depression built up in my chest

man...i am the most biggest dickhead i have ever met in my life

it seems like almost everyday someone is always maken shit up

went to the country club hit up a hott jump there...launched you nice, mikey was throwen backflips and ryan was doin 540s

then we went to the canal rail and was tryen to boardslide the whole thing...like 20 feet

then papa leos...and now here, at my computer

i think i might do The Red October for the talent show coming up in march...i wrote a real hott song for it also

last night was pretty hott at ski club...hit the forty footer, basically had to start right up at the top were the lift let's you off and straight shoot it to get enough speed

didn't go down with caroline at all basically, but we sat together on the ride home...so that made up for it

went to jen's house after to chill and eat some pizza...good

i made some real hott stickers today for The Red October

if anyone wants any The Red October buttons, mirriors, or stickers just tell me and ill hook you up

i just found my hampster...flipper...dead :(