IM Log: Love and Confidence
Characters: Caim, Furiae
Date: Feb. 03
Summary: Basic discussion over personal lives, feelings, and lust. Caim and Furiae make plans to take a shower together.
Warnings: None, really.
"Caim" (9:41:14 PM): Little Princess.
"Furiae" (9:41:55 PM): I am not little anymore..
"Caim" (9:48:26 PM): Well, you are smaller than me. What would you prefer to be called?
"Furiae" (9:48:51 PM): Little Princess is fine.
"Caim" (9:49:41 PM): But you said you weren't little anymore?
"Furiae" (9:50:43 PM): I was only giving you a hard time.
"Caim" (9:50:58 PM): You seem to enjoy doing that, don't you?
"Furiae" (9:51:08 PM): Why wouldn't I?
"Caim" (9:51:47 PM): I suppose it would be amusing for the younger sister to tease her older brother. Not that he doesn't get teased enough as it is.
"Furiae" (9:53:48 PM): I am sure that you are able to handle a little teasing from your beloved sister.
"Caim" (9:59:17 PM): Of course. She's the only one allowed to tease me. Oh. And K-Na. He can tease as well.
"Furiae" (10:02:08 PM): How has your day been?
"Caim" (10:02:48 PM): Rather uneventful save for classes and work, of course. Little kid came in a couple of days ago. I suppose I must be one very intimidating man, because he didn't seem to have much to stick around for.
"Caim" (10:02:58 PM): Took what he ordered and as they say it here, 'split'.
"Furiae" (10:03:43 PM): Were you mean to this person?
"Caim" (10:09:37 PM): ...No. Why do you always assume that I'm mean to someone?
"Furiae" (10:10:15 PM): I know you are slightly indimidating to some people.
"Caim" (10:10:39 PM): ...No, I'm not. I can be very nice.
"Caim" (10:11:52 PM): Sort of.
"Furiae" (10:12:00 PM): You are very nice to me.
"Caim" (10:13:31 PM): Of course I am. You are Furiae. You are my Furiae.
"Caim" (10:13:47 PM): I would never be anything other than 'nice' to you. Have no reason to be otherwise.
"Caim" (10:13:57 PM): Not every brother can have a sister as wonderful as you.
"Furiae" (10:16:18 PM): I do my best to please you and make you happy.
"Caim" (10:21:04 PM): You should be happy as well. I am typically saying this, aren't I?
"Furiae" (10:23:40 PM): I am happy.
"Caim" (10:24:07 PM): That's all I need to know then. As long as you're happy, Furiae. Nothing else really matters to me.
"Furiae" (10:27:46 PM): I missed you today.
"Caim" (10:30:21 PM): Missed me? I didn't go anywhere. Besides, with Inuart here, I thought it would be nice if you had some time to yourself.
"Furiae" (10:30:55 PM): ..I missed being in your presence.
"Caim" (10:33:45 PM): Come now. It's not as though you bathe in me.
"Furiae" (10:35:29 PM): Is such a thing possible.
"Caim" (10:35:34 PM): No. Fortunately.
"Furiae" (10:36:28 PM): I believe it is a good thing then.
"Caim" (10:36:42 PM): Now bathing with me is a different story.
"Furiae" (10:36:56 PM): Is it?
"Furiae" (10:37:49 PM): I have yet to bathe today..
"Caim" (10:38:23 PM): ...... You should bathe every day.
"Furiae" (10:38:37 PM): I do bathe everyday.
"Furiae" (10:39:05 PM): I mostly take them at night so I am not freezing as I walk to my classes in the morning.
"Caim" (10:40:56 PM): Well, as long as you're not going out after you bathe.
"Furiae" (10:41:46 PM): I have no where to go to.
"Caim" (10:42:34 PM): All the more reason not to go.
"Furiae" (10:48:45 PM): Well, I could always go visit with you.
"Caim" (10:49:35 PM): Not at night, young lady. Not when you need your rest.
"Furiae" (10:52:30 PM): But, I am not tired.
"Caim" (10:53:16 PM): I didn't mean tonight. I meant in general. On nights when you have classes the following day, you should be able to have your rest.
"Furiae" (10:54:31 PM): I know that..
"Caim" (10:55:26 PM): So you're looking for excuses to come see me. Or perhaps you just want to spend a night with K-Na and me and see what real men do when they're not on the battlefield. You'll find yourself quite disappointed when you find that I do class work, and that K-Na is probably busy coding.
"Furiae" (10:57:05 PM): If that is all the two of you do, then I will just stay here and do nothing.
"Caim" (10:57:22 PM): What would you rather us do? Spar to the death?
"Furiae" (10:57:47 PM): I find no entertainment in that.
"Caim" (10:58:02 PM): Then what would you like to do?
"Furiae" (10:58:28 PM): You do not have to worry about that. I know your busy with homework.
"Caim" (10:59:05 PM): Technically I am not. I only have three classes. One of them the work is usually done beforehand. The other two are simple and therefore I rarely have any work that needs to be completed.
"Caim" (10:59:24 PM): That would be the reason I only have three classes. That, and so that I can work, so I can buy you things.
"Caim" (10:59:36 PM): And provide you a comfortable lifestyle while you're here.
"Furiae" (11:00:32 PM): You do not have to pamper me.
"Caim" (11:00:56 PM): I'd like to, though. You didn't get any of that in the Castle of the Goddess.
"Furiae" (11:09:13 PM): I would like to also buy you things.. I should find a job to fill some of my free time.
"Caim" (11:09:39 PM): I know you spoke of getting a job previously... Have you decided what you would like to do?
"Furiae" (11:10:21 PM): I found interest in the library when I went to see it the other day, but I doubt they would hire a student.. Other than that, I do not know.
"Caim" (11:10:39 PM): You should ask and see. They may require your aid for organization.
"Furiae" (11:11:13 PM): Do they?
"Caim" (11:12:09 PM): Perhaps. I would not know, Furiae. I do not often go to the library. Not since Alexandra used to... Well... Violent happenings.
"Furiae" (11:14:44 PM): I see..
"Caim" (11:15:21 PM): She seems to get some odd enjoyment out of smacking me around. It's happened ever since my arrival.
"Furiae" (11:15:46 PM): I am sorry that she abused you in that way.
"Caim" (11:16:10 PM): Hm. You should not apologize for things you have no control over.
"Furiae" (11:18:25 PM): I do not like it when others mistreat you.
"Caim" (11:18:51 PM): Chances are I may deserve it. Not from things I've done here, but rather... in Drakengard.
"Furiae" (11:23:03 PM): Why would you say something like that?
"Caim" (11:24:13 PM): Well... Is it not true?
"Caim" (11:25:34 PM): I can't ask you that. You're... biased with me. You would never think anything bad should happen to me.
"Furiae" (11:26:04 PM): Your actions were justified..
"Caim" (11:26:34 PM): I suppose. Not everyone would see that. Karma, or whatever would be considered the winning balance in the worlds, might see it in another perspective.
"Caim" (11:26:44 PM): I could be defined as a villainous person, and that might be true.
"Caim" (11:26:55 PM): Though I hardly care what anyone else thinks of me.
"Furiae" (11:30:37 PM): I guess I am use to people looking to me for some type of strength because of my title on Drakengard, but now that I am no longer there I still find myself needing the praise of others.
"Caim" (11:32:51 PM): ... You should... Furiae... There are many times that I really don't know how I can help you...
"Furiae" (11:33:46 PM): There are some things I must figure out on my own.. I find myself wanting your praise and attention and don't really care for that of others.
"Caim" (11:35:53 PM): You always have my praise. You know that. Are you so insecure that you need to have my constant reassurance...?
"Furiae" (11:39:59 PM): ..No.
"Caim" (11:42:23 PM): I am relieved to hear this. You are a strong woman, and by no means weak. I believe you proved this.
"Furiae" (11:45:16 PM): Forgive me for coming off as being in constant need of your reassurance.
"Caim" (11:46:04 PM): ...I think you may take things a little too personally, Furiae. Not everything I say has an underlying meaning. Only when I am subtle do I mean something more than what I offer you.
"Furiae" (11:46:58 PM): It is hard to tell over this when I am unable to see the expression on your face..
"Caim" (11:48:13 PM): Well, to be perfectly fair, I don't show much expression as it is. You see me in extremes.
"Furiae" (11:51:54 PM): I must read you better than most people.
"Caim" (11:53:09 PM): I don't appreciate others reading me. You need to as I can't always tell you what I think.
"Furiae" (11:59:03 PM): What would I do if you didn't think of me so hightly?
"Caim" (12:01:04 AM): I don't know. I think of you how I want to think of you. If you're on a pedestal, it's because you deserve to be there. Who cares what anyone else thinks, right? I care what I think.
"Furiae" (12:05:47 AM): I love you, Caim.. No one is able to make me feel the way you do.
"Caim" (12:06:48 AM): As I feel for no other as I do for you. I hope that is apparent for you. I do not know how much more obvious I can be. Well, no... I do know how I can. If need be.
"Furiae" (12:09:42 AM): How is that?
"Caim" (12:10:04 AM): Hm. I'll save that information for when I absolutely must tell you.
"Furiae" (12:12:36 AM): I would like for you to tell me but I respect your wishes.
"Caim" (12:12:44 AM): Well, I can show you.
"Furiae" (12:13:01 AM): I would enjoy that.
"Caim" (12:16:46 AM): When you choose to see it, you will see it.
"Furiae" (12:18:12 AM): Can if be whenever I wish?
"Caim" (12:18:21 AM): Well...
"Caim" (12:18:33 AM): It may be shown in the place you expect the least.
"Furiae" (12:18:48 AM): Where would that be?
"Caim" (12:19:02 AM): Hm. I think I'll let you figure that out on your own.
"Furiae" (12:19:11 AM): May I have a hint?
"Caim" (12:19:41 AM): Hm....... Negative. No hints I could give without giving it away, of course.
"Furiae" (12:20:00 AM): This isn't fair.
"Caim" (12:20:21 AM): Yes, it is. When you see it, you'll understand why.
"Furiae" (12:20:43 AM): May I see it now?
"Caim" (12:20:56 AM): If you can find it, you'll see it.
"Caim" (12:21:01 AM): It is not so complicated.
"Furiae" (12:21:56 AM): ...
"Caim" (12:23:10 AM): ... Yes?
"Furiae" (12:25:35 AM): Help me?
"Caim" (12:25:47 AM): Look in the most simple place you can imagine.
"Furiae" (12:26:01 AM): Under my bed?
"Caim" (12:26:14 AM): ...No. It would be something for all to see.
"Furiae" (12:26:45 AM): Come show me.
"Caim" (12:26:57 AM): It is not in the open of that form.
"Furiae" (12:27:11 AM): Oh.
"Caim" (12:27:27 AM): You are making it more complicated than it is. What is your typical routine?
"Furiae" (12:28:20 AM): OH! I didn't think to check there since I didn't have my browser open.
"Caim" (12:28:39 AM): Once more you are so easily swayed to complicated means.
"Caim" (12:28:43 AM): Beloved Furiae.
"Furiae" (12:31:09 AM): I love you, Caim.
"Caim" (12:31:18 AM): You know that I love you as well.
"Caim" (12:31:23 AM): And now, so does everyone else.
"Caim" (12:31:28 AM): There is no other than you.
"Caim" (12:31:36 AM): There will never be any other than you.
"Furiae" (12:33:02 AM): It was always been you in my heart.
"Caim" (12:33:19 AM): I know this...
"Furiae" (12:35:10 AM): Forever and always you will be the only one in my heart.
"Caim" (12:36:31 AM): Forever and always, you will be mine.
"Furiae" (12:38:45 AM): So.. I was wondering..
"Caim" (12:39:31 AM): Yes, Furiae?
"Furiae" (12:41:52 AM): Did you.. mean anything when you mentioned bathing with you..?
"Caim" (12:42:25 AM): ... Hm?
"Caim" (12:42:40 AM): We bathed together as children, Furiae, though you may not remember.
"Furiae" (12:42:55 AM): I am afraid not.
"Caim" (12:43:38 AM): I suppose if you wanted to bathe with me, I would have no conflicts.
"Furiae" (12:46:25 AM): It would be nice..
"Caim" (12:46:38 AM): It is permissible.
"Furiae" (12:48:32 AM): Are you positive it will not bother you?
"Caim" (12:48:39 AM): Why should it?
"Furiae" (12:50:34 AM): Perhaps it would be something you are not ready for?
"Caim" (12:50:42 AM): ......
"Caim" (12:50:55 AM): Furiae, it's not a complicated issue.
"Caim" (12:51:03 AM): It's not like we haven't done it before.
"Caim" (12:51:08 AM): Are you afraid?
"Furiae" (12:51:29 AM): No.
"Caim" (12:51:45 AM): Then you're afraid for me. Because of the way I act around you.
"Furiae" (12:51:56 AM): I am not afraid of that either.
"Caim" (12:52:06 AM): Then what causes your concern?
"Furiae" (12:52:35 AM): We have done it before, therefore I do not have one.
"Caim" (12:53:08 AM): Good. That settles it then, I suppose.
"Furiae" (12:53:37 AM): When shall we then?
"Caim" (12:53:51 AM): Whenever you wish to.
"Furiae" (12:55:28 AM): I have a lot of free time.We need to work around your schedule.
"Caim" (12:55:43 AM): I'll make time for you.
"Furiae" (12:58:18 AM): I want you to pick the time
"Caim" (12:58:30 AM): And what happens if I say tonight?
"Furiae" (12:58:41 AM): Tonight it shall be.
"Caim" (12:58:44 AM): ...
"Caim" (12:58:56 AM): You're too quick to follow my requests, Furiae.
"Furiae" (12:59:13 AM): I have yet to shower anyway.
"Furiae" (12:59:37 AM): Therefore I see no problem if we do it tonight
"Caim" (12:59:55 AM): I'll keep you up beyond your time of rest.
"Furiae" (1:02:10 AM): One night wont hurt, but it is up to you.
"Caim" (1:02:34 AM): You're getting good at this temptation.
"Furiae" (1:02:49 AM): What do you mean?
"Caim" (1:03:12 AM): I have a difficult time resisting you, Furiae. Always.
"Furiae" (1:03:38 AM): I share the same with you.
"Caim" (1:04:23 AM): ...I know that. That's why I tend not to ask anything of you.
"Furiae" (1:05:00 AM): You can ask anything of me, Caim.
"Caim" (1:05:36 AM): I don't need to ask anything of you. You already do well enough by me.
"Furiae" (1:07:53 AM): If there is a time that you need to, do not be afraid to ask.
"Caim" (1:08:15 AM): I'm not afraid of anything, especially not of asking you for things.
"Furiae" (1:10:02 AM): I await the day you ask me for something.
"Caim" (1:10:12 AM): Well, I already did.
"Caim" (1:10:32 AM): A bath with me. Or shower, as... I am a little too... the bathtubs don't suit me.
"Furiae" (1:11:18 AM): Perhaps if they were bigger?
"Caim" (1:11:35 AM): I have nothing against showers. Gives me an excuse to wash your back.
"Furiae" (1:17:03 AM): I am looking forward to that.
"Caim" (1:17:35 AM): Not as much as I am.
"Furiae" (1:17:49 AM): Is that so?
"Caim" (1:17:58 AM): Of course. You don't have my mind.
"Furiae" (1:19:13 AM): But how are you looking forward to it more than I am?
"Caim" (1:19:46 AM): There's something... almost impure about the situation. It is that notion that seems to draw me to it.
"Furiae" (1:21:24 AM): I see.
"Caim" (1:21:30 AM): ...
"Caim" (1:21:35 AM): That may have been too forward of me.
"Caim" (1:21:39 AM): My apologies.
"Furiae" (1:21:52 AM): Do not apologize..
"Caim" (1:24:35 AM): If that is your request, then I'll abide.
"Furiae" (1:27:30 AM): When you are forward, I know what you are truly thinking.
"Caim" (1:27:47 AM): I know that. Sometimes I don't want you to know what I'm thinking.
"Caim" (1:28:03 AM): Not until I can phrase it in a way that's... not so... strange.
"Furiae" (1:28:35 AM): Not so strange?
"Caim" (1:28:54 AM): Well... 'impure'.
"Furiae" (1:29:28 AM): I see nothing impure about love.
"Caim" (1:30:30 AM): Love is not impure. Lust could be considered.
"Furiae" (1:33:50 AM): I guess that I make resisting lust nearly impossible?
"Caim" (1:34:20 AM): ...That would be quite accurate. I'm still a man, Furiae. I'm no different than any of my soldiers.
"Furiae" (1:36:24 AM): I will do my best to not be so appealing.
"Caim" (1:36:46 AM): ......
"Caim" (1:36:51 AM): That isn't your fault.
"Caim" (1:36:56 AM): I have good self control.
"Caim" (1:37:02 AM): If you didn't already know it.
"Furiae" (1:37:41 AM): Yes, I know that you do.
"Caim" (1:38:27 AM): It's not too difficult for me to be on my best behavior for you.
"Furiae" (1:38:58 AM): I do my best not to slip up.
"Caim" (1:39:34 AM): You don't need to worry about how you behave.
"Furiae" (1:41:53 AM): Why?
"Caim" (1:42:09 AM): Because you don't need to act a certain way with me. It's just you.
"Furiae" (1:51:06 AM): You do not have to treat me differently.
"Caim" (1:51:19 AM): Well, I do. As you are my love.
"Caim" (1:51:27 AM): Otherwise, I would see all people as the same.
"Furiae" (1:54:22 AM): Yes, I suppose you are right there..
"Caim" (1:55:43 AM): I really have no desire to feel for anyone else the way I do for you. It would invoke some rather... odd feelings, to say in the least.
"Furiae" (1:57:40 AM): At times, I do not know how to handle the ways you make me feel. I have never felt so special or important before this.. I did to some extent, but it all means so much more to me now.
"Caim" (1:58:43 AM): Furiae, it is very much my privilege to treat you differently. No one else deserves compassion. If I did not feel it pertinent to survival, then I would gladly rid the rest of the world and simply leave you and me.
"Furiae" (2:00:14 AM): It would be boring without others around.. But, I would love nothing more than to live someplace where no one else can bother us.
"Caim" (2:01:18 AM): Precisely. I couldn't have you bored, and I could not entertain you as much as you would need either.
"Furiae" (2:06:12 AM): When should I expect you to come over or will I be heading there?
"Caim" (2:06:59 AM): Why don't you come here? No sense in disturbing Quistis. K-Na will sleep through anything.
"Furiae" (2:08:41 AM): I shall get my things ready and head there.
"Caim" (2:09:38 AM): Wonderful. I'll leave the door unlocked for you.
"Furiae" (2:10:42 AM): I will see you soon.
Date: Feb. 03
Summary: Basic discussion over personal lives, feelings, and lust. Caim and Furiae make plans to take a shower together.
Warnings: None, really.
"Caim" (9:41:14 PM): Little Princess.
"Furiae" (9:41:55 PM): I am not little anymore..
"Caim" (9:48:26 PM): Well, you are smaller than me. What would you prefer to be called?
"Furiae" (9:48:51 PM): Little Princess is fine.
"Caim" (9:49:41 PM): But you said you weren't little anymore?
"Furiae" (9:50:43 PM): I was only giving you a hard time.
"Caim" (9:50:58 PM): You seem to enjoy doing that, don't you?
"Furiae" (9:51:08 PM): Why wouldn't I?
"Caim" (9:51:47 PM): I suppose it would be amusing for the younger sister to tease her older brother. Not that he doesn't get teased enough as it is.
"Furiae" (9:53:48 PM): I am sure that you are able to handle a little teasing from your beloved sister.
"Caim" (9:59:17 PM): Of course. She's the only one allowed to tease me. Oh. And K-Na. He can tease as well.
"Furiae" (10:02:08 PM): How has your day been?
"Caim" (10:02:48 PM): Rather uneventful save for classes and work, of course. Little kid came in a couple of days ago. I suppose I must be one very intimidating man, because he didn't seem to have much to stick around for.
"Caim" (10:02:58 PM): Took what he ordered and as they say it here, 'split'.
"Furiae" (10:03:43 PM): Were you mean to this person?
"Caim" (10:09:37 PM): ...No. Why do you always assume that I'm mean to someone?
"Furiae" (10:10:15 PM): I know you are slightly indimidating to some people.
"Caim" (10:10:39 PM): ...No, I'm not. I can be very nice.
"Caim" (10:11:52 PM): Sort of.
"Furiae" (10:12:00 PM): You are very nice to me.
"Caim" (10:13:31 PM): Of course I am. You are Furiae. You are my Furiae.
"Caim" (10:13:47 PM): I would never be anything other than 'nice' to you. Have no reason to be otherwise.
"Caim" (10:13:57 PM): Not every brother can have a sister as wonderful as you.
"Furiae" (10:16:18 PM): I do my best to please you and make you happy.
"Caim" (10:21:04 PM): You should be happy as well. I am typically saying this, aren't I?
"Furiae" (10:23:40 PM): I am happy.
"Caim" (10:24:07 PM): That's all I need to know then. As long as you're happy, Furiae. Nothing else really matters to me.
"Furiae" (10:27:46 PM): I missed you today.
"Caim" (10:30:21 PM): Missed me? I didn't go anywhere. Besides, with Inuart here, I thought it would be nice if you had some time to yourself.
"Furiae" (10:30:55 PM): ..I missed being in your presence.
"Caim" (10:33:45 PM): Come now. It's not as though you bathe in me.
"Furiae" (10:35:29 PM): Is such a thing possible.
"Caim" (10:35:34 PM): No. Fortunately.
"Furiae" (10:36:28 PM): I believe it is a good thing then.
"Caim" (10:36:42 PM): Now bathing with me is a different story.
"Furiae" (10:36:56 PM): Is it?
"Furiae" (10:37:49 PM): I have yet to bathe today..
"Caim" (10:38:23 PM): ...... You should bathe every day.
"Furiae" (10:38:37 PM): I do bathe everyday.
"Furiae" (10:39:05 PM): I mostly take them at night so I am not freezing as I walk to my classes in the morning.
"Caim" (10:40:56 PM): Well, as long as you're not going out after you bathe.
"Furiae" (10:41:46 PM): I have no where to go to.
"Caim" (10:42:34 PM): All the more reason not to go.
"Furiae" (10:48:45 PM): Well, I could always go visit with you.
"Caim" (10:49:35 PM): Not at night, young lady. Not when you need your rest.
"Furiae" (10:52:30 PM): But, I am not tired.
"Caim" (10:53:16 PM): I didn't mean tonight. I meant in general. On nights when you have classes the following day, you should be able to have your rest.
"Furiae" (10:54:31 PM): I know that..
"Caim" (10:55:26 PM): So you're looking for excuses to come see me. Or perhaps you just want to spend a night with K-Na and me and see what real men do when they're not on the battlefield. You'll find yourself quite disappointed when you find that I do class work, and that K-Na is probably busy coding.
"Furiae" (10:57:05 PM): If that is all the two of you do, then I will just stay here and do nothing.
"Caim" (10:57:22 PM): What would you rather us do? Spar to the death?
"Furiae" (10:57:47 PM): I find no entertainment in that.
"Caim" (10:58:02 PM): Then what would you like to do?
"Furiae" (10:58:28 PM): You do not have to worry about that. I know your busy with homework.
"Caim" (10:59:05 PM): Technically I am not. I only have three classes. One of them the work is usually done beforehand. The other two are simple and therefore I rarely have any work that needs to be completed.
"Caim" (10:59:24 PM): That would be the reason I only have three classes. That, and so that I can work, so I can buy you things.
"Caim" (10:59:36 PM): And provide you a comfortable lifestyle while you're here.
"Furiae" (11:00:32 PM): You do not have to pamper me.
"Caim" (11:00:56 PM): I'd like to, though. You didn't get any of that in the Castle of the Goddess.
"Furiae" (11:09:13 PM): I would like to also buy you things.. I should find a job to fill some of my free time.
"Caim" (11:09:39 PM): I know you spoke of getting a job previously... Have you decided what you would like to do?
"Furiae" (11:10:21 PM): I found interest in the library when I went to see it the other day, but I doubt they would hire a student.. Other than that, I do not know.
"Caim" (11:10:39 PM): You should ask and see. They may require your aid for organization.
"Furiae" (11:11:13 PM): Do they?
"Caim" (11:12:09 PM): Perhaps. I would not know, Furiae. I do not often go to the library. Not since Alexandra used to... Well... Violent happenings.
"Furiae" (11:14:44 PM): I see..
"Caim" (11:15:21 PM): She seems to get some odd enjoyment out of smacking me around. It's happened ever since my arrival.
"Furiae" (11:15:46 PM): I am sorry that she abused you in that way.
"Caim" (11:16:10 PM): Hm. You should not apologize for things you have no control over.
"Furiae" (11:18:25 PM): I do not like it when others mistreat you.
"Caim" (11:18:51 PM): Chances are I may deserve it. Not from things I've done here, but rather... in Drakengard.
"Furiae" (11:23:03 PM): Why would you say something like that?
"Caim" (11:24:13 PM): Well... Is it not true?
"Caim" (11:25:34 PM): I can't ask you that. You're... biased with me. You would never think anything bad should happen to me.
"Furiae" (11:26:04 PM): Your actions were justified..
"Caim" (11:26:34 PM): I suppose. Not everyone would see that. Karma, or whatever would be considered the winning balance in the worlds, might see it in another perspective.
"Caim" (11:26:44 PM): I could be defined as a villainous person, and that might be true.
"Caim" (11:26:55 PM): Though I hardly care what anyone else thinks of me.
"Furiae" (11:30:37 PM): I guess I am use to people looking to me for some type of strength because of my title on Drakengard, but now that I am no longer there I still find myself needing the praise of others.
"Caim" (11:32:51 PM): ... You should... Furiae... There are many times that I really don't know how I can help you...
"Furiae" (11:33:46 PM): There are some things I must figure out on my own.. I find myself wanting your praise and attention and don't really care for that of others.
"Caim" (11:35:53 PM): You always have my praise. You know that. Are you so insecure that you need to have my constant reassurance...?
"Furiae" (11:39:59 PM): ..No.
"Caim" (11:42:23 PM): I am relieved to hear this. You are a strong woman, and by no means weak. I believe you proved this.
"Furiae" (11:45:16 PM): Forgive me for coming off as being in constant need of your reassurance.
"Caim" (11:46:04 PM): ...I think you may take things a little too personally, Furiae. Not everything I say has an underlying meaning. Only when I am subtle do I mean something more than what I offer you.
"Furiae" (11:46:58 PM): It is hard to tell over this when I am unable to see the expression on your face..
"Caim" (11:48:13 PM): Well, to be perfectly fair, I don't show much expression as it is. You see me in extremes.
"Furiae" (11:51:54 PM): I must read you better than most people.
"Caim" (11:53:09 PM): I don't appreciate others reading me. You need to as I can't always tell you what I think.
"Furiae" (11:59:03 PM): What would I do if you didn't think of me so hightly?
"Caim" (12:01:04 AM): I don't know. I think of you how I want to think of you. If you're on a pedestal, it's because you deserve to be there. Who cares what anyone else thinks, right? I care what I think.
"Furiae" (12:05:47 AM): I love you, Caim.. No one is able to make me feel the way you do.
"Caim" (12:06:48 AM): As I feel for no other as I do for you. I hope that is apparent for you. I do not know how much more obvious I can be. Well, no... I do know how I can. If need be.
"Furiae" (12:09:42 AM): How is that?
"Caim" (12:10:04 AM): Hm. I'll save that information for when I absolutely must tell you.
"Furiae" (12:12:36 AM): I would like for you to tell me but I respect your wishes.
"Caim" (12:12:44 AM): Well, I can show you.
"Furiae" (12:13:01 AM): I would enjoy that.
"Caim" (12:16:46 AM): When you choose to see it, you will see it.
"Furiae" (12:18:12 AM): Can if be whenever I wish?
"Caim" (12:18:21 AM): Well...
"Caim" (12:18:33 AM): It may be shown in the place you expect the least.
"Furiae" (12:18:48 AM): Where would that be?
"Caim" (12:19:02 AM): Hm. I think I'll let you figure that out on your own.
"Furiae" (12:19:11 AM): May I have a hint?
"Caim" (12:19:41 AM): Hm....... Negative. No hints I could give without giving it away, of course.
"Furiae" (12:20:00 AM): This isn't fair.
"Caim" (12:20:21 AM): Yes, it is. When you see it, you'll understand why.
"Furiae" (12:20:43 AM): May I see it now?
"Caim" (12:20:56 AM): If you can find it, you'll see it.
"Caim" (12:21:01 AM): It is not so complicated.
"Furiae" (12:21:56 AM): ...
"Caim" (12:23:10 AM): ... Yes?
"Furiae" (12:25:35 AM): Help me?
"Caim" (12:25:47 AM): Look in the most simple place you can imagine.
"Furiae" (12:26:01 AM): Under my bed?
"Caim" (12:26:14 AM): ...No. It would be something for all to see.
"Furiae" (12:26:45 AM): Come show me.
"Caim" (12:26:57 AM): It is not in the open of that form.
"Furiae" (12:27:11 AM): Oh.
"Caim" (12:27:27 AM): You are making it more complicated than it is. What is your typical routine?
"Furiae" (12:28:20 AM): OH! I didn't think to check there since I didn't have my browser open.
"Caim" (12:28:39 AM): Once more you are so easily swayed to complicated means.
"Caim" (12:28:43 AM): Beloved Furiae.
"Furiae" (12:31:09 AM): I love you, Caim.
"Caim" (12:31:18 AM): You know that I love you as well.
"Caim" (12:31:23 AM): And now, so does everyone else.
"Caim" (12:31:28 AM): There is no other than you.
"Caim" (12:31:36 AM): There will never be any other than you.
"Furiae" (12:33:02 AM): It was always been you in my heart.
"Caim" (12:33:19 AM): I know this...
"Furiae" (12:35:10 AM): Forever and always you will be the only one in my heart.
"Caim" (12:36:31 AM): Forever and always, you will be mine.
"Furiae" (12:38:45 AM): So.. I was wondering..
"Caim" (12:39:31 AM): Yes, Furiae?
"Furiae" (12:41:52 AM): Did you.. mean anything when you mentioned bathing with you..?
"Caim" (12:42:25 AM): ... Hm?
"Caim" (12:42:40 AM): We bathed together as children, Furiae, though you may not remember.
"Furiae" (12:42:55 AM): I am afraid not.
"Caim" (12:43:38 AM): I suppose if you wanted to bathe with me, I would have no conflicts.
"Furiae" (12:46:25 AM): It would be nice..
"Caim" (12:46:38 AM): It is permissible.
"Furiae" (12:48:32 AM): Are you positive it will not bother you?
"Caim" (12:48:39 AM): Why should it?
"Furiae" (12:50:34 AM): Perhaps it would be something you are not ready for?
"Caim" (12:50:42 AM): ......
"Caim" (12:50:55 AM): Furiae, it's not a complicated issue.
"Caim" (12:51:03 AM): It's not like we haven't done it before.
"Caim" (12:51:08 AM): Are you afraid?
"Furiae" (12:51:29 AM): No.
"Caim" (12:51:45 AM): Then you're afraid for me. Because of the way I act around you.
"Furiae" (12:51:56 AM): I am not afraid of that either.
"Caim" (12:52:06 AM): Then what causes your concern?
"Furiae" (12:52:35 AM): We have done it before, therefore I do not have one.
"Caim" (12:53:08 AM): Good. That settles it then, I suppose.
"Furiae" (12:53:37 AM): When shall we then?
"Caim" (12:53:51 AM): Whenever you wish to.
"Furiae" (12:55:28 AM): I have a lot of free time.We need to work around your schedule.
"Caim" (12:55:43 AM): I'll make time for you.
"Furiae" (12:58:18 AM): I want you to pick the time
"Caim" (12:58:30 AM): And what happens if I say tonight?
"Furiae" (12:58:41 AM): Tonight it shall be.
"Caim" (12:58:44 AM): ...
"Caim" (12:58:56 AM): You're too quick to follow my requests, Furiae.
"Furiae" (12:59:13 AM): I have yet to shower anyway.
"Furiae" (12:59:37 AM): Therefore I see no problem if we do it tonight
"Caim" (12:59:55 AM): I'll keep you up beyond your time of rest.
"Furiae" (1:02:10 AM): One night wont hurt, but it is up to you.
"Caim" (1:02:34 AM): You're getting good at this temptation.
"Furiae" (1:02:49 AM): What do you mean?
"Caim" (1:03:12 AM): I have a difficult time resisting you, Furiae. Always.
"Furiae" (1:03:38 AM): I share the same with you.
"Caim" (1:04:23 AM): ...I know that. That's why I tend not to ask anything of you.
"Furiae" (1:05:00 AM): You can ask anything of me, Caim.
"Caim" (1:05:36 AM): I don't need to ask anything of you. You already do well enough by me.
"Furiae" (1:07:53 AM): If there is a time that you need to, do not be afraid to ask.
"Caim" (1:08:15 AM): I'm not afraid of anything, especially not of asking you for things.
"Furiae" (1:10:02 AM): I await the day you ask me for something.
"Caim" (1:10:12 AM): Well, I already did.
"Caim" (1:10:32 AM): A bath with me. Or shower, as... I am a little too... the bathtubs don't suit me.
"Furiae" (1:11:18 AM): Perhaps if they were bigger?
"Caim" (1:11:35 AM): I have nothing against showers. Gives me an excuse to wash your back.
"Furiae" (1:17:03 AM): I am looking forward to that.
"Caim" (1:17:35 AM): Not as much as I am.
"Furiae" (1:17:49 AM): Is that so?
"Caim" (1:17:58 AM): Of course. You don't have my mind.
"Furiae" (1:19:13 AM): But how are you looking forward to it more than I am?
"Caim" (1:19:46 AM): There's something... almost impure about the situation. It is that notion that seems to draw me to it.
"Furiae" (1:21:24 AM): I see.
"Caim" (1:21:30 AM): ...
"Caim" (1:21:35 AM): That may have been too forward of me.
"Caim" (1:21:39 AM): My apologies.
"Furiae" (1:21:52 AM): Do not apologize..
"Caim" (1:24:35 AM): If that is your request, then I'll abide.
"Furiae" (1:27:30 AM): When you are forward, I know what you are truly thinking.
"Caim" (1:27:47 AM): I know that. Sometimes I don't want you to know what I'm thinking.
"Caim" (1:28:03 AM): Not until I can phrase it in a way that's... not so... strange.
"Furiae" (1:28:35 AM): Not so strange?
"Caim" (1:28:54 AM): Well... 'impure'.
"Furiae" (1:29:28 AM): I see nothing impure about love.
"Caim" (1:30:30 AM): Love is not impure. Lust could be considered.
"Furiae" (1:33:50 AM): I guess that I make resisting lust nearly impossible?
"Caim" (1:34:20 AM): ...That would be quite accurate. I'm still a man, Furiae. I'm no different than any of my soldiers.
"Furiae" (1:36:24 AM): I will do my best to not be so appealing.
"Caim" (1:36:46 AM): ......
"Caim" (1:36:51 AM): That isn't your fault.
"Caim" (1:36:56 AM): I have good self control.
"Caim" (1:37:02 AM): If you didn't already know it.
"Furiae" (1:37:41 AM): Yes, I know that you do.
"Caim" (1:38:27 AM): It's not too difficult for me to be on my best behavior for you.
"Furiae" (1:38:58 AM): I do my best not to slip up.
"Caim" (1:39:34 AM): You don't need to worry about how you behave.
"Furiae" (1:41:53 AM): Why?
"Caim" (1:42:09 AM): Because you don't need to act a certain way with me. It's just you.
"Furiae" (1:51:06 AM): You do not have to treat me differently.
"Caim" (1:51:19 AM): Well, I do. As you are my love.
"Caim" (1:51:27 AM): Otherwise, I would see all people as the same.
"Furiae" (1:54:22 AM): Yes, I suppose you are right there..
"Caim" (1:55:43 AM): I really have no desire to feel for anyone else the way I do for you. It would invoke some rather... odd feelings, to say in the least.
"Furiae" (1:57:40 AM): At times, I do not know how to handle the ways you make me feel. I have never felt so special or important before this.. I did to some extent, but it all means so much more to me now.
"Caim" (1:58:43 AM): Furiae, it is very much my privilege to treat you differently. No one else deserves compassion. If I did not feel it pertinent to survival, then I would gladly rid the rest of the world and simply leave you and me.
"Furiae" (2:00:14 AM): It would be boring without others around.. But, I would love nothing more than to live someplace where no one else can bother us.
"Caim" (2:01:18 AM): Precisely. I couldn't have you bored, and I could not entertain you as much as you would need either.
"Furiae" (2:06:12 AM): When should I expect you to come over or will I be heading there?
"Caim" (2:06:59 AM): Why don't you come here? No sense in disturbing Quistis. K-Na will sleep through anything.
"Furiae" (2:08:41 AM): I shall get my things ready and head there.
"Caim" (2:09:38 AM): Wonderful. I'll leave the door unlocked for you.
"Furiae" (2:10:42 AM): I will see you soon.