Amie,

Dahling, I am so very sorry that I didn't call you today. Muh power went out today, and we only have cordless phones.  Damn the power company. They are working on the power lines, getting ready for the new Wal~Mart.So, we have had our neighbors call asking if our power was flickering.  I said no, and then when I came back in from getting the ( Read more... )

So, last night I didn't do much.  All day yesterday either really.  So, Saturday night, we didn't do a hell of a whole lot.  Chris and I got up, well, he did, so he could finish mowing the yard.  He started it Friday, at like 7:30 or something like that.  Well, then it got dark quicker than we thought it would, so we had to wait until Saturday to ( Read more... )

HaHa.  So, Im bored.  I finally got the shit in the mail to become a mystery shopper.  So, people beware.  I am going to be paid to spend money.  HaHA.  How fucking awesome is that?  But yeah.  So...

So, Chris and I are doing wonderful.  Yesterday was our 1 year and 2 month anniversary.  So yeah.

Why doesn't anyone ever reply to anyone's journals ( Read more... )

So, I think I am going to try and get a job that pays $9.95 starting and that is throught temporaries. So, that means that when it goes permanent, and the actual company itself puts me on its payroll, I will get paid more...probably by like $2-5 more. Isn't that great. The only stipulation I see in it is...its in Greensboro. But that is quite ( Read more... )

Chris and I have talked. We talked about everything. The only thing that leaves me unsettled is his strong desire to go into the navy or military. I don't want that for myself. That is my worst fear. I am not strong enough for that. It would be my luck that he would get killed the first day of fucking training. I dont want to have to put ( Read more... )

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I forgot to tell everyone, I got my glasses today. Yayness. They are so cute. The purple-ish frames are soooo cute on me. When I put them on, you cant really tell the color, they look dark...like black...but i can see sooooo much better. I dont feel old and blind now.

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So, life sux. Im so depressed. I want to cut. I want to smoke. I want to die. Well, I know why Im feeling this way, but I can't say. I love Chris to death, but damn he can get on my nerves. Just the stupid little things that he does. Why does he do these things he knows will piss me off?? AHHHHH ( Read more... )

Im totally bored. Chris and I are arguing. Sometimes I get really depressed and I start to wonder if this is how my life will work out okay. I wonder if Chris really loves me the way he says he does...I dunno...I think it may all be in my head...but then again, what if its not...???