Comments | aela_j: just kind of....here

aela_j

just kind of....here

Oct 23, 2005 22:49

Sorry it has been so long since I last posted. I think all I do now is work and sleep, with one break a day to eat if I get time. I am still in love with him but we are at a VERY cautious point right now. Everyone that we got into trouble with before is gone, transferred out. So we have a new start, and nobody knows that we love each other ( Read more... )

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anonymous October 25 2005, 23:54:00 UTC

I am sorry that you are having such a hard time love. I am also apparently missing a large portion of the story but I only just got back online after a long time with no access. I would love to hear the whole sad tale if you are feeling strong enough to tell it. As I mentioned I am back online and at a couple different message sites so shoot me an email and I will try and get in touch with you. I love you and miss you dearly. I cannot wait to see you again.

Love
Dessa

aela_j October 26 2005, 17:53:52 UTC

DESSA!!!! My sister!!! My Sister!!! Damn, girl, I missed you SOOOO freakin much!! Sorry I have not called in ages but, damn. *big huge hug* Would love to update you but have to do it through e-mail, I cannot use any messenger services where I am. Are you still bright star eyed?

lucienblack October 28 2005, 00:54:32 UTC

I really don't know what to say. I've never been in a comparable position and can't really imagine being in one. I've been in love and not able to do anything about it, but that's because she didn't want me. This... is different. But you know I'm here for you.

As for not fucking anyone... stay busy and don't let yourself have time for it.

I love you
NDST