i just picked up my "real" journal and relaized that it has been that long since my last entry. i was still in australia ruminating over whether or not i should give will the chance he had asked for and not realizing what was about to happen...so i just spent the last couple of hours retracing the last 10 months. it was strange. i guess i haven't ( Read more... )

MARK IS COMING IN NOVEMBER!!!!! I can't say that enough to make myself believe it. oh em gee! srzly ( Read more... )

tried to write you a note ( Read more... )

srzly ( Read more... )

if you didn't hear from me, you'd know. this = consideration. yep it does. you didn't know? better get on top of your shit then...

i think i need to become a nun or a buddhist ( Read more... )

golden honey skin brushes against my cheek and my insides quiver and quiver and collapse...

i feel like HH and trent is holding the apple and burning a hole through me with his eyes...and he's about to take a bite and i'm dying inside.

i'm sitting on the floor trying at a bass guitar ( Read more... )

FUCK!!!!!

so I miss Larissa like I would miss my opposable thumb...all i want to do is lie in bed with her and giggle and eat flinstone push up pops...orange ( Read more... )