so i have a snuggly boy now...i's very happy 'bout that...he kissed me today....he has soft kisses, quiet kisses... and then i got home and mom went off (without knowing that he kissed me) about how cuz i'm still sick (which i'm not really) that i can't kiss anyone or some bull like that...grrr....this makes the sarah quite disconcerted. i liked ( Read more... )

So, teh aelora has a boy now!!! *squeels* yup, his name is Christian....tee hee hee....teh aelora is all sorts of happy now ( Read more... )

does anyone have any vicodin they'd care to part with? pritty pritty pritty pleaz?! i'll luv yooz 4ever and always!!!!!

Just shoot me now, will ya? Or wait, better yet....does anyone have any vicodin??? Grrr....just got done writing my paper for whitlock....yup, two and a half pages in less than half an hour-and that's WITH all the screwing around with fonts and what-not...now, that's talent, or asking for an "f"...either way...*shrug* ow....only one more week... ( Read more... )

Tonight I find myself alone, lonely and strangely afraid of the dark. I want someone to hold me, to chase away the monsters under my bed and tuck me in ( Read more... )

So, i've come to the conclusion that graduation day in the town of elizabeth would be the absolute best time to commit a crime....the entire frickin' town and the entire bloody police department is at the high school, nobody would know for several hours, giving much time for stashing of goods or a getaway, if they'd ever even find out. *nod* don't ( Read more... )

If one day you feel like crying... call me. I don't promise that I'll make you laugh, but I can cry with you. If one day you want to run away, don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask you to stop, but I can run with you. If one day you don't want to listen to anyone...call me. I promise I will be there for you and I promise to be very ( Read more... )

Last night was our last concert of the year....last concert with our seniors....and last concert with mars....sat there and watched my ty sing and play pretty pretty song....and realized how much i really do care about that kid, even though i wanted to kill him last year...and kara....that girl means so much to me, she has been so kind to me and so ( Read more... )

How is it possible to have smiles and tears at the same time? To feel alive again and want to no longer exist? To be hyper and so tired I can barely stand at the same time? Am I just schizo? Hormonal? Depressed? Normal, perhaps???

Sitting on our bench in the midnight rain ( Read more... )