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[aelustical]

I really want to believe in him this time. I don't want to have no expectations or not to get my hopes high. I want to have faith and hope in him. It's been eighteen years now, there is no way to get any of that back. You can't apologize for it, you can't change any of it. But I hope that you can realize how much I want you in my life. I may still

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[inceptive]

i have no words for this.
i don't know what to say,
for i have never be in this position.
maybe you should read what you wrote
to him when he askes you something.
i wish i had ideas and i wish i could
be there for you during this time
what am i saying?
i can be there for you; i am here for you
always and forever.

[rundown_memoirs]

I went through this not too long ago. I guess all I can give you for advice is this: Let him in if you want him to be there & if you're ready. If you're not, don't bother.

I let my dad in too soon before I really was ready and now I regret it. I hope you get things straightened out and are comfortable with the decisions that you make. It's a tough position to be in.
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