I cry as i type this in. I am going to the field today. I am going to buy a rose and I am going to the place where me and Raven used to go and talk. I have to let him go...i have to let him know I am alright. But this is going to hurt so much. To look around see memories that were just taken from me in one single day. My heart hurts within all this ( Read more... )

Well what can I say within this viewed Journal. Should I say that I am happy that I have lost weight, or that its a four day weekend. Or should I say that I am sad....sad that my kind love is not here. Now I bet you all are tired of hearing about jonathan. About how i love him and how about I am sad becasue I miss him. But what am I to say when I ( Read more... )

Words echoing within the be trailing winds ( Read more... )

Oh the mind travels deeper and deeper as this night goes past. I can't help but think what my future brings...where may I go or stay upon. Will I see the people I see now everyday...i only hope that I do. You guys are the closes thing to my heart. You listen to me and your always there. Sure I say I am not good at something but you guys are there ( Read more... )

Well its been so long since I have written in here. I was surpised when I read something to my science teacher. Its the new poem I am working on, after I read it she looked as if she was going to cry. I was surpised....is my writing that good. I don't believe it...I guess I don't believe in alot of things. I have different thoughts for many things ( Read more... )

I am sorry to say this as I cry.....Raven...is...dead...my horse is dead............i am crushed adn I can't take it..............i need to go and talk to jonathan..........he is on the phone in the room..........i can't believe he is gone..........

Alrigth I can't take it, its hard to get over things now and I don't understand. Maybe in time I can see things through easy like I used but not now. People seem to get angry with me with the things I do and I can't take. I mean my life I can do what I want with it. Now if I don't want to go somewhere then get over it. Seriously. Jonathan seems to ( Read more... )

Hello everyone ( Read more... )

I am going to be careful today so no one hits my back, it hurts so much. I fell down the stairs yesterday more at school. My foot slipped and I turned and smashed my hit on one step but then hit my lower back on another , then just rolled down the stairs. And does anyone ask if I was ok? No they just layed at me, how mean is that. But I guess thats ( Read more... )

Gawd............grrr........i...hate..him...so ...much.....I wish....he would....just disappear.....forever......why....why....did....he...do....what..he....did?......why has....he...come...back....he....needs...to...leave..us...alone.........f-......fore.ever....when...I...see....him....I.....will...either.....yell....at...him....or....fall....on ( Read more... )