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[aemilia_rose]

Felt a little off today. Everything went smoothly, or as smoothly as possible, but I can't shake this slight feeling of melancholy. This a long post... you get points if you make it all the way through. I'm sorry if it sounds a little whiny - I'm not this depressed, I swear!

Comments

[lil_suzyq069]

See? SEE!!?! This is why I don't like guys! >< In all seriousness though I can see the strength already, by simplying saying you wouldn't get back together with him is showing a lot of strength. Its hard to go back when someone comes in and disrupts your life so completely. It will be hard at first but things will go back... probably without you noticing it. Just live life one day at a time.

The reason you probably trusted him so quickly is because your what one would call a "romantic" You wanted to see him as this person that you could be with and trust and give everything to, and maybe he even was for awhile. I hope this won't harden you to idea of love and turn you into a cynic like it eventually did me >< Now is when I would say some profound advise about what you should do to not turn out like me... uhh... Im not good for this am I? lol

Remember... you have a lot of people who love you and care about you. I hope your family's visit this weekend will help... and if not... Katsucon is 2 weeks from today ^.^ I LOVE YOU

[ntcoolfool]

I know exactly what you're going through, and you will / are becoming a stronger person because of it. You're headed on the right track, and believe me it can be a struggle, but once you get to the top you'll be amazed at yourself.

To be a little bit more specific, you have changed. You won't be the exact same Emily of before because you're someone new now. Find out what it is to be new you. Experiment and seek people and things and see what makes you comfortable and happy. Soon silly boys will be in the back of your mind and you'll be enjoying yourself again.

I hope that helps. Best of luck!

[chemelove]

Things will get better.

And until they do, you are surrounded by all these amazing people who all want to make it better.

<3