See I don't, know why, I liked you so much ( Read more... )

Don't want to be here. Don't really want to be in Fitchburg.

I broke my bowl. This is so inconvenient.

This verse reminds me of Sherri and Winter.

Lucky you were born that far away so
that we could both make fun of distance.
Lucky that I love a foreign land for
the lucky fact of your existence.
Baby, I would climb the Andes solely
to count the freckles on your body.
Never could imagine there were only
ten-million ways to love somebody.

I want to move to New York. It occurs to me I do not actually need a degree to do what I want to do. Maybe, when my free tuition is up (because I still am in love with learning, especially from some of the professors I've had), I'll move.

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I'm starting to teach myself some Kung Fu. Starting today.

So I decided to trip yesterday. It was amazing because I was by myself- my family had gone away. Unfortunately, the price of tripping is looking like shit. However, I don't give too much of a fuck, so it's not a big deal. Today, I'm more contemplative than I have been in a long time, which is cool. The world is absolutely beautiful. Presently ( Read more... )

Emily came to visit Saturday. We spent the night tripping on mushroom chocolates. We went to visit Alexis and some 10 year old boy talked shit to us at the Spanish convenience store. Hence, the title of my post. Amazing time. We went on the swings at the Campbell...who knows what else. At any rate, Em got a call at 12;30, or so, saying her ( Read more... )

Shortly after writing my last post, Kyle Martin saved me from myself. My first love. We have little in common anymore, but somehow just driving around, listening to music in our comfortable silence is very healing- for the both of us, I think. No matter how our lives change us, it seems we will always have love for each other ( Read more... )

I went over Kenny's house yesterday. We took some xanax, smoked, and watched a movie about mothers who become zombies by way of an STD ( Read more... )

Ugh. I'm so lame and wordy.