hehh
i have the new NIN cd...

and you will never need me as much as i need you.

so is god, my study habits, and apparently... everyone else's morality.

damn. so much to lose...

(remember i will always love you, as i claw your fucking throat away)

so spring break was overall... not that great.

nothing happened.

i should have just done school work all week.

yep.

ooohh... regret.

boring days and nights are getting so fucking old...
i'm crawling out of my skin
is it now a fact that i can only have fun when i'm fucked up on something?
that isn't very comforting.

oh, and it's quite unhealthy.

i'm going to start being more optimistic...
well.. realistic...

starting

right

now.

I'm in the library at springhill (yeah) and im doing a project on religious fun stuff christian christianity wooooohhhoooo theology wee with a small group of girls (yeah)... obviously i'm not doing much... this one girl kinda just took over and won't let anyone else do anything on powerpoint so we're just kinda sitting here doing our own thing ( Read more... )

i havn't really been doing anything lately.. i've just been hanging out with james and then missing school and then going to school then missing school again... its a vicious cycle... filled with lots of procrastination and some adderall. i go get my hair cut now.

i just now recently realized how fucked up the "scene" can be with shit talk and just pure psycho bullshit. Its all good though... i'm de-evolving back into my 8th grade mentality of not caring about what people think about me...and anyone who actually knows me ... yeah knows... and when you've reached the most ultimate point of happiness...which ( Read more... )

guys be scandalous yo.