I've never been really good at holding friends Casha. I've always been a loner. Since I could remember it has only been just me, no one else. Never allowed to get close to anyone even if I wanted to.
I don't want you to be jealous of me because of my relationship with Aleksandr. He loves you just as much and after all, blood is a deeper bond than anything else.
I admire you, Casha because of you. Because you have kept up the strength to keep going. You are raising your children, something I can't do. You are taking care of family and even when the world has hit you in the gut, you find a way to go one even if you don't want to.
I am not locking you out. At least you have people around you, including Aleksandr that care for you. All I have is him. Not even Sestra talks to me. In fact, you talk to me more than she does. And Evan... *swallows and goes silent*
But Casha, I never locked you out. I'm sorry if you felt that way. I suggest we put the past in the past and try from here. I need to go shopping, if you like to come.
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But Aleksandr does not need me. He has a great deal of others, like yourself who will take care of him.
Hmm, as for sex with me, did you not mention earlier you would not kiss me because you are not into girls and Aleksandr might have a camera? *smiles*
Hmm, it seems the only reason anyone likes me is because of my relationship with Aleksandr. I can see the truth.
But thank you for filling this out.
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I don't want you to be jealous of me because of my relationship with Aleksandr. He loves you just as much and after all, blood is a deeper bond than anything else.
I admire you, Casha because of you. Because you have kept up the strength to keep going. You are raising your children, something I can't do. You are taking care of family and even when the world has hit you in the gut, you find a way to go one even if you don't want to.
I am not locking you out. At least you have people around you, including Aleksandr that care for you. All I have is him. Not even Sestra talks to me. In fact, you talk to me more than she does. And Evan... *swallows and goes silent*
But Casha, I never locked you out. I'm sorry if you felt that way. I suggest we put the past in the past and try from here. I need to go shopping, if you like to come.
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