Know their feelings and perfect home [TM Question]

[aeon_flux69]

My list of people are very small. I've had to cut down on those around me for fear of harming them. Or bringing harm to them. I have already hurt moi bratishka more times than I want to count. But there is one thing I can say, we know each other. We understand each other. Very little words need be exchanged, though we have talked about the past. I

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[5min_freestyle]

Thank you, Aeon, for loving me.

[aeon_flux69]

No, thank you, for allowing me too. You didn't have to but you did.

[love_god_ares]

you sound lonely

[aeon_flux69]

Does it really matter if I am or not?

I hurt those around me that I care about... I deserve to feel the way I do.

[love_god_ares]

I suppose that would depend on the extent or nature of the hurt. What's that old mortal expression? No pain no gain...

[aeon_flux69]

It was bad, though meant for good, it turned out badly.

I have suffered the pain and gained very little, only loosing. Because of me, moi sestra, child, was hurt badly.

I've lost the only I love.

I've hurt moi bratishka... brother. Though his life is coming back to what it once was... mine has been shattered and I really don't feel like picking up the pieces any more. Only the small one which is moi bratishka and that of Eros.

I made the bed, now I must sleep in it... alone.