Meanwhile back in Hell...
So we get home from my fun but expensive vacation we cant afford and put mostly all on credit only to discover... my car has a dead battery & alternator which will cost me half my monthly income I dont really have, I was going to start a job yesterday now thats blown til next week if I still have that, our rent is due today plus our water heaters broken down and theres almost no hot water, RMs kid burned the stovetop black cooking himself dinner Sunday night and brought friends over who half sacked my room which he wasnt supposed to go into in the first place and now my phonebook with my extra credit cards is mysteriously missing, the weather is cold dark and shitty, theres no food in the house, the bank account is empty, I have no weed and I still have no life no friends no job and no future that I can see unless I go get another 3-4 VISA cards to burn, sell all my possessions and high tail it out of this Hell to an unknown destination.
I was all high on possibility for awhile since New Years but between all this and that asshat of a bastard fuck who calls himself a President still lying shitlessly to the whole world last night I dont know what to think. Im trying to be grateful for my life but its kindof a tall order this afternoon.
I need some positive counter-problem memes...ups are followed by downs followed by ups and thats life or something...
I was all high on possibility for awhile since New Years but between all this and that asshat of a bastard fuck who calls himself a President still lying shitlessly to the whole world last night I dont know what to think. Im trying to be grateful for my life but its kindof a tall order this afternoon.
I need some positive counter-problem memes...ups are followed by downs followed by ups and thats life or something...