Disintegration

[aeonsbeyond]

Im trying so hard to keep things together but everything is disintegrating completely out of my control.

Every day I get more and more rejections from jobs, loans, friends, my "partner" and everything.

Another few weeks of this shit without some deflecting miracle and Im fucking dead.

Comments

[obliterati]

Saying it out loud is one of the first really good things you can do.

[aeonsbeyond]

In the deep woods, no one can hear you scream.

[stateparks]

have you tried lying about your experience on job applications, like saying you have none? anyway, don't give up ... or do a radical paradigm torque or something ...

[aeonsbeyond]

The radical paradigm torque is happening already....Im starting to think this has been a bit of a faith test...

[stateparks]

or issss ittt theeee l s deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

[aeonsbeyond]

If only. Beyond entheogenics lies...good old fashioned Shiva/Shakti recycling.