Definitely Maybe
Title : Definitely Maybe
Author: aeries_amethyst
Pairing: Onew/Key (OnKey)
Genre: Romance, Fluff, Humor
Rating: T
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A/N: Whoa, hello there!! :D *bows head* This is the first fanfic of many to come. The idea was a bit random, but I'm a newbie to LJ and I was just so eager to post something. Criticism is always welcome, as long as it's constructive and meaningful!! ENJOY!!! I totally dedicate this one toooooooooooo kimchikenji for the awesome support!! :D You rock!! Woot!!
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Summary: Sometimes, he thought that there was definitely something going on between him and Onew...Maybe it was love?
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...Kim Kibum was a man of many opinions and many faces...
It was known that Key (as he was also called) said basically whatever the hell he wanted, whenever, wherever and however he wanted. To others, he appeared as cold, vain and egotistic. But that wasn't completely true...
He was just being the honest person that he was. It wasn't his fault that the truth was a bit...Harsh. Keeping secrets from people always had consequences, ironically, telling the truth had consequences too. He wanted to keep his conscience clear at least. Was that so much of a bad thing?
Yeah, he was a diva and in touch with his feminine side. Get over it. The world doesn't revolve around you. Those who knew him personally definitely understood his ways better than those outsiders who tried to stereotype him.
However, when it came to the matter of his love life, there were just some things that he could never really get out into the open. He preferred to keep his mouth shut. It was much safer that way. Truth be told, Key was not a fan of rejection, but he loved to gain the approval of his close friends. Especially, when it involved a certain leader...He definitely had to do a double take in that case.
Usually, he was a confident young man, self-assured and fun, but some things change in certain situations...Believe it or not, Key could be reduced to a shy, awkward and cute mess within seconds due to one person's presence...
He saw the guys of SHINee as his family. Him, Taemin, Minho, Jonghyun and Onew. They saw his sweet, hard working, caring and loving side, a side that the world hasn't really glimpsed yet. To them, his SHINee family members, he was the wondrous and wise umma of the group, and where there's an umma...There was an appa...
Did you put two and two together yet?
No?!!
Well here's the catch. He had a thing for "Dubu".
No, not the actual food. He wasn't that obsessed over regular dubu.
He had a major crush on that clumsy little leader named, Onew.
Yup, so you're definitely up to speed now.
The thing with Onew was that he was as oblivious as they get, which was adorable sometimes, but damn frustrating to Key. Sigh. Damn, that Onew Condition. He would have liked for nothing more than to slam him into a corner and kiss him senseless, then confess his overflowing feelings for him, well...Maybe in reverse order. Kissing usually leads to other heated activities...Not that he wouldn't mind partaking in those activities...Repeatedly...
They were a freaking pair. He was the umma and Onew was the appa. The two proud parents of the little family. They were basically married, right? They both had responsibilities as the two respective heads for the group. So why should he feel guilty for seeing him as his other half?! He was just embellishing his feelings, right? He should accept their roles. Ok, now he sounded kind of desperate...Trying to rationalize the situation he was him. Maybe he should stop thinking so much.
Besides, it wasn't as if Key actually knew if Onew liked him in that way. Hell, he wasn't even sure if Onew was gay. Though to be fair, Key wasn't sure if he was gay either...He did know, however, that he liked Onew...ALOT. But, did he feel attracted to other guys? Was he attracted to girls as well? Ugh, why was his teenage life so damn complicated?!!
The worse part about it was that pretty much everybody else BUT Onew, picked up on the subtle (well, at least he thought they were subtle) touches, glances, smiles, laughs, kisses, hugs, words and actions. Plus, he was pretty sure that he heard Jonghyun and Taemin placing bets on when he would finally crack and just come out with his feelings already some nights back. Damn those two to hell. Though to be fair, he wanted a share of the winnings. He deserved a reward too.
Come to think of it, he has had some pretty close calls with Onew, like earlier that morning...
[Recap:]
The light rays filtered in through the window and giving the house an early morning glow. This light was Key's wake up call. He was always the first to wake up in the mornings, and like a good umma, he took it upon himself to start the preparations for the day then wake the members up one by one afterwards. He pushed the covers off of his slender figure and crawled to his feet, stifling a yawn with the back of his hand.
He sauntered into the bathroom to wash his face, brush his teeth and of course do some early morning primping, he couldn't go around the house looking like a zombie wannabe that just walked off of the Resident Evil set. How could he be called a diva if he didn't have a vain side? Not just anybody could look as good as he did in the mornings. God didn't create everyone perfect.
After 30 minutes, he already had some rice boiling, a batch of cheese and kimchi omlettes (with bits of tomato) frying in a saucepan and a kettle with hot water for some green tea whilst he focused his attention on the fruits before him on the cutting board. He enjoyed the peace and quiet in the mornings, it always gave him time to think and rewind before the day started. He hummed to himself with a small smile on his face as he turned off the frying pan and scooped the fruits into a bowl. He'd let the rice boil a bit longer for now. He just needed a plate for the omlette. Glancing around for a spare plate, he spied Onew's cell phone on the counter, a silver samsung with a cute dubu key chain attached to it. Key picked up the phone and shook his head, Onew could be so forgetful sometimes.
"Onew, you're such a nut," he mumbled to himself, amusement in his eyes, "That's why you're so cute." He gave the phone a chaste kiss and placed it back on the counter.
"Key - umma, why are you comparing me to nuts?" came the husky voice in his ear he that he could recognize anywhere, since that was the same voice that haunted his dreams at night and those warm arms that were suddenly wrapped around his waist. His spine stiffened, his eyes widened and a blush scattered across his cheeks. Holy shit, how long was he behind him?!!
The Almighty Key was shocked to say the least, hell...He was speechless. Actually, he was flat out embarrassed. Please, let this be a dream, he thought to himself. Key gulped loudly. Just to make sure it was who he thought it was, he slowly turned around to face the one and only leader, who was a little too close for comfort. Was there even an inch between their bodies? How did he manage to sneak up on him anyways?
Well, this meeting was...For a lack of a better term...MAJORLY BAD TIMING!!!
"Oh, you found my phone, thanks" he said as he snatched the phone from the diva's shaking hands, snapping Key out of his daze. Their bodies were still quite close to each other, which made him a tiny bit uncomfortable, but that's because his thoughts were swimming down the gutter. Bad gutter, very bad gutter. To add to his discomfort, Onew reached above Key's head to retrieve a glass, moving closer towards him still, giving the diva a whiff of his faded cologne and pine scent as his body was pressed into the counter. Key had to bite back the groan that nearly escaped his lips at the feel of Onew's body heat on his. But as soon as he felt it, the feeling disappeared just as fast. Onew stepped away from him with a tall glass and waddled over to the fridge to get some orange juice.
Why was fate tempting him so much?!!! Why was fate playing such cruel games on him?!! He may have been able to hold back the groan, but he did nothing to stop the pout on his lips. Someone upstairs was definitely trying to get on his wrong side this morning.
Why was Onew up, at this time in the morning?!! He never woke up this early. In fact, he was always the last person to wake up...ALWAYS!!!! They had to make him wake up most of the time and even that took a while. Just what the hell was going on here?
Gathering his mental bearings and taking a calming breath, Key asked quietly, "Um...Onew - appa, not to sound rude or anything. No wait...Screw that..." Key was flustered, damn it. Onew's presence alone was embarrassing the hell out of him. Just how much of that incident with the phone did he see? His morning ritual was disturbed by the last person he wanted to encounter at this time. "Why the fuck are you even awake?!!!"
Onew was, to say lightly, taken aback by this sudden wave of hostility. He tilted his head to the side as if he was studying Key, trying to figure out what his problem was. The action, in Key's opinion was so adorable that he was so close to grabbing him by the collar and snuggling him to death, but instead Key stood his ground. He really couldn't risk further embarrassment. He already embarrassed himself on a daily basis...
"I was hungry and I smelt food," he stated simply, shrugging his shoulders. Key rolled his eyes and turned his back to him, not willing to face him. He had food to finish cooking and if he slacked off now, who would pick up after him? It's not like anyone else in the house bothered with housework.
"Oh and by the way, Key," he whispered to him in a voice so low and seductive that he didn't even know the leader was capable of, because it sent tingles all throughout his veins and up his spine. Key whipped his head around to stare at him in wonder, the look in the leader's eyes held his in a smoldering eye lock that made his cheeks heat up. "I think you're pretty cute too," Onew gave him a wink and waltzed back to bed without a care in the world, leaving the shell shocked umma in his wake to gape at his departing figure.
What the hell just happened?!!!
Did "Dubu" just...Flirt...With him?!!
...Damn...
...Who knew Onew could be so...Hot?!!
...Shit, he was definitely in trouble now...He could definitely predict how tonight's dream was going to end up...
[End of Recap:]
Of all the retarded people in the universe...Why Dubu?!!! Why Onew?!! Why Lee Jinki!!!
...Or maybe he was the retarded one for falling in love with him...
Oh please, he was already head over heels for him.
If he knew the truth then things between could never be the same again, especially if he didn't reciprocate the feelings. Key didn't even want to think about what he would do then. Could he hold out long enough for the feelings to fade? Would they ever fade? He didn't want things to become awkward between them.
Whenever he was with Onew, there was always something...There. Maybe he read into their exchanges more because he was a lovesick puppy, but he could feel something between them. He only wondered if Jinki felt it too.
Come to think of it, they have had some intense moments, but those were usually of the playful kind. What happened this morning was just so so so...Ugh, he couldn't even find the words to describe it. That look wasn't something he usually saw on Onew's face, something so full of raw emotion.
It was downright sexy, and he liked it!!
However, he couldn't meet his gaze for the rest of the day, because if he did...He would definitely fall to pieces and he would very much like to avoid that happening anytime soon, thank you very much. He knew that the others had sensed something was up, but Key was not about to spill his guts about what happened just yet. Though, Jonghyun was annoyingly persistent in his questioning, that boy just didn't know when to give it a rest.
Though there was that time that Onew, "accidentally" walked in on him showering that day or how he had to "coincidentally" change at the same time that he did. Luckily, Key chose not to think about those incidents to much, but that damn irony was still there.
It was a good thing that his day was pretty much uneventful. Too much stress was never good for anyone, especially a diva.
One thing niggled him at the back of his mind however, and that was the feeling of those dark eyes peering into his soul.
Ok, there was no way in hell that he was going to get aroused just thinking about him in the middle of the sofa. No way, he would no think about...That. It was way too embarrassing. The last thing he wanted was to get caught masturbating on the sofa. The guys would never let him live it down.
Sighing to himself, he shook his head to clear his thoughts and returned his focus on the blurry TV screen before him, snuggling further into the comfy couch in the middle of the SHINee living room, pulling up the blanket around his chilly form. It was getting a little late, but he wasn't ready to move from his haven yet. He finally had the place to himself for once. Jonghyun and Minho were out playing soccer, Taemin was doing some last minute school work at the library and Onew...Speaking of which, where was Onew?
Why should he be worrying about Onew now of all times? He was probably off doing something more important somewhere else, unlike Key who was in his antisocial umma mode. Now, if only his heartbeat would return to normal...
The steady sound of footsteps caught his attention.
Who the hell was at home still?!! Wasn't he alone in this house, damn it?!! Jeez, it was like he could never get a break...
Should he even bother to look? Nah. Wasn't worth it. He saw these guys everyday.
He turned his attention back to the TV screen. Whoever it was would make themselves known soon enough. Which is exactly what they did...
The one and only Onew strolled into the living and right into Key's view, freshly showered and ready for bed in a white t-shirt and a pair of baggy blue pajama bottoms with hearts. Of all the freaking bad luck, this definitely topped the cake. Why him?!! Why now?!! Ok fate, what game were you playing today because this was getting damn near ridiculous?!!
What's worse, was that images of this morning filtered back into his head. And the Onew in front of him with the hair dripping wet, that clung to his face. His t-shirt was also a close fit, snuggling his toned torso. Then his pants just hung off his hips. In short, Onew looked very tempting right now, shit. He could smell the enticing scent of his body wash all the way from the sofa, a mix of pine, jasmine and mint. Yes, he smelt so good.
Well, it would have been way better if he was butt naked, but he'll take what he can get. Ok, fate was definitely out to get him...He was sure of it!!! Things like this didn't just happen randomly...
Key licked his lips, his throat suddenly feeling dry. Onew was silent, watching him carefully, as if waiting patiently. Were his eyes deceiving him or was Onew...Smirking?!! Oh dear, this was getting awkward. He really wasn't feeling very confident right now, at all. Plus, he was in front of the TV...Not that he was actually watching it or anything...To be honest, he'd rather watch Onew, but he didn't need to know that right now...
The silence that stretched between them was almost stifling, but Key really didn't want to be the one to break it, then again...You don't always get what you want. With a sigh, he broke his gaze away from him and focused on a spot on the wall. He couldn't bear to look in his eyes right now, too afraid to find out what he'd see in those dark orbs. Maybe it was all just a joke anyways.
Key cleared his throat nervously. He could feel Onew's eyes boring a hole into his damn soul. Just the thought gave him shivers. "...So..." he began lamely. Of all the times to get tongue tied, this was one of those sad times.
"So?" Onew chuckled darkly. Well, at least someone was amused by all of this, because he certainly wasn't.
"You're kind of blocking the TV, so if you don't mind. Can you please move?" Key really wasn't into the mind games right now. He was so close to just leaving the room. This was freaking torture to him.
"Am I? Sorry about that," he chirped, a grin stretching across his face. Alright, Key was getting mighty suspicious of him right now. Instead of stepping aside like he expected, Onew drew nearer and nearer to Key until he was face to face with him. He was so not expecting that. Here was Onew, up in his face, pretty much up close and personal. Was he finally going to kiss him?!! Either he was getting a fever or the room was really getting hot...
To his dismay, Onew plopped beside him on the couch, making himself cozy. What...The...Hell?!! He wasn't sure if he wanted to bitch slap him for making him so damn hot or just fuck him senseless because he was hot.
"What are we watching?" he asked curiously, his eyes not on the TV but on Key's curled up form.
"...We are not watching anything..." said the diva through gritted teeth. Onew was really starting to get to him now. To his chagrin, Onew pouted, looking so much like a wounded puppy too. Key sighed, this was too much. Just what exactly was this guy trying to get at anyways. He was not in the mood. His heart was doing some flip flop moves that he knew were impossible.
"What umma, don't you love me anymore? Your appa is feeling lonely and neglected now," he chided, mirth in his eyes. Key snapped his head around to glare at him. Huh? Now they were doing the umma - appa game. He could not keep up with this guy. If this continued, he was definitely going to get a headache. He couldn't handle this new unpredictable (and sexy) side to the leader. It was having a very distressing effect on his body. Some relief would be good.
"Well, of course I love you...I mean...I guess it's to be expected right?" Key mumbled, not really sure how to respond in this situation. How did you respond in a situation like this? I mean hello, it wasn't everyday that Onew suddenly turned into some swaggering artist of seduction.
"So if I were to, I don't know...Maybe, kiss you right now. Then that's to be expected too right?"
Oh.
My.
God.
If it was possible, Key's heart stopped at that moment. Was he hearing what he thought he was hearing? Maybe he finally becoming delusional? Maybe he was going deaf? Maybe the moment he was waiting for was finally about to happen?
Key stared at Onew, mouth hanging open. He looked at him as if he was joking, but Onew was damn serious. His eyes were clouded over with lust, pure unadulterated lust. Key was at a total loss for words. Was this really happening right now? Key sent him a wicked smirk, an evil glint flashing within his eyes, daring Onew silently. Oh, hell...
"Hmm...Well appa, do you want me to kiss you?"
Instead of answering, Onew pulled Key into his lap and covered his mouth with his own, with a hungry passion, taking him off guard. Key gasped into the kiss, opening his mouth eagerly, allowing him entrance and beginning the battle for dominance. He wasn't about to turn down a kiss like that, especially from him. Key groaned into the lip lock, threading his fingers through the wet strands of hair on his scalp as if he was massaging his head and grinded his ass into Onew's lap. The fire was slowly building in the pit of his stomach and steadily make its way down to his groin.
In return, Onew gave a low moan of approval and tightened his grip on Key's waist, pushing him further down onto his crotch to increase the friction between them, the tent in his pants growing with every touch and kiss. The atmosphere was getting hot and heavy. The want and desire was growing.
One kiss soon escalated into a session of moaning and groaning, their tongues sliding against one another in a slippery dance of will, hands touching, groping, fondling and caressing every place imaginable. Bodies writhing together in a rhythm that only they could hear the beat to.
When they finally parted for air, it was like a haze had been cleared. They remained still, panting harshly, out of breath. The only communication between them were the raging emotions expressed through their eyes. Their lips were red and swollen, their faces were flushed, and their eyes were dark.
Alright, so they just had the most intense make out session of their lives. What next? Were they even on the same page here? Did Onew feel the same way about Key that Key felt for him? Somehow, the look in his eyes told him all he needed to know. Maybe he should just trust fate.
"So," began Key once again, looking at the leader with half liddled eyes. Onew chuckled and nuzzled his neck, then slowly parted his lips to trace the shell of his ear with his tongue. Key mewled in approval, arching his neck to the side to give him better access.
"So?" he responded smugly in his ear. He moved his head from the crook of his neck to face him and rose an eyebrow at him, a silent challenge. Key rolled his eyes. Here they went again...
"What do we do now, Mr. Lee?" Onew pondered to himself quietly, keeping his eyes locked with a certain diva's, "I'd say we have some unresolved tension, don't you think?" Oh yes, the joy of innuendos...
"As much as I'd love to sit and stare at your gorgeous face all night...I'd prefer to have you writhing in ecstasy beneath me as I pound into you without mercy as I hear you moan my name so loud that the walls shake..." he growled into his ear sexily. Key nearly came in his pants.
Damn...That was descriptive...
But who was he to deny him that opportunity?
Key shivered in anticipation. Seriously, when the fuck did Onew get so damn seductive? He was killing him right now, just with a promise of a good fucking?!! Man, maybe Key really did need to get laid more...Speaking of which...
What the hell were they still doing on the sofa?!!!
Key jumped out of Onew's lap so fast that you could have sworn you saw a blur, he grabbed his hand and pulled the sitting man to his feet, bringing him to level height, then tugged him down the hallway to their shared bedroom. They were damn well going to continue this session for the rest of the night and into the wee hours of the morning!!! The other members be damned, they better find another place to sleep tonight.
Maybe it was just a fling.
Maybe it was a forever thing.
Forget the maybe!!! There was definitely something going on between them now, and Key couldn't wait to find out just how kinky Mr. Jinki could get...
Heh.
Umma was definitely getting lucky with appa tonight.
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Sigh, took me a freaking day to type, there may be errors...Somewhere...Didn't bother to proof read!!! Hope you enjoyed!!!!! :D
Author: aeries_amethyst
Pairing: Onew/Key (OnKey)
Genre: Romance, Fluff, Humor
Rating: T
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A/N: Whoa, hello there!! :D *bows head* This is the first fanfic of many to come. The idea was a bit random, but I'm a newbie to LJ and I was just so eager to post something. Criticism is always welcome, as long as it's constructive and meaningful!! ENJOY!!! I totally dedicate this one toooooooooooo kimchikenji for the awesome support!! :D You rock!! Woot!!
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Summary: Sometimes, he thought that there was definitely something going on between him and Onew...Maybe it was love?
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...Kim Kibum was a man of many opinions and many faces...
It was known that Key (as he was also called) said basically whatever the hell he wanted, whenever, wherever and however he wanted. To others, he appeared as cold, vain and egotistic. But that wasn't completely true...
He was just being the honest person that he was. It wasn't his fault that the truth was a bit...Harsh. Keeping secrets from people always had consequences, ironically, telling the truth had consequences too. He wanted to keep his conscience clear at least. Was that so much of a bad thing?
Yeah, he was a diva and in touch with his feminine side. Get over it. The world doesn't revolve around you. Those who knew him personally definitely understood his ways better than those outsiders who tried to stereotype him.
However, when it came to the matter of his love life, there were just some things that he could never really get out into the open. He preferred to keep his mouth shut. It was much safer that way. Truth be told, Key was not a fan of rejection, but he loved to gain the approval of his close friends. Especially, when it involved a certain leader...He definitely had to do a double take in that case.
Usually, he was a confident young man, self-assured and fun, but some things change in certain situations...Believe it or not, Key could be reduced to a shy, awkward and cute mess within seconds due to one person's presence...
He saw the guys of SHINee as his family. Him, Taemin, Minho, Jonghyun and Onew. They saw his sweet, hard working, caring and loving side, a side that the world hasn't really glimpsed yet. To them, his SHINee family members, he was the wondrous and wise umma of the group, and where there's an umma...There was an appa...
Did you put two and two together yet?
No?!!
Well here's the catch. He had a thing for "Dubu".
No, not the actual food. He wasn't that obsessed over regular dubu.
He had a major crush on that clumsy little leader named, Onew.
Yup, so you're definitely up to speed now.
The thing with Onew was that he was as oblivious as they get, which was adorable sometimes, but damn frustrating to Key. Sigh. Damn, that Onew Condition. He would have liked for nothing more than to slam him into a corner and kiss him senseless, then confess his overflowing feelings for him, well...Maybe in reverse order. Kissing usually leads to other heated activities...Not that he wouldn't mind partaking in those activities...Repeatedly...
They were a freaking pair. He was the umma and Onew was the appa. The two proud parents of the little family. They were basically married, right? They both had responsibilities as the two respective heads for the group. So why should he feel guilty for seeing him as his other half?! He was just embellishing his feelings, right? He should accept their roles. Ok, now he sounded kind of desperate...Trying to rationalize the situation he was him. Maybe he should stop thinking so much.
Besides, it wasn't as if Key actually knew if Onew liked him in that way. Hell, he wasn't even sure if Onew was gay. Though to be fair, Key wasn't sure if he was gay either...He did know, however, that he liked Onew...ALOT. But, did he feel attracted to other guys? Was he attracted to girls as well? Ugh, why was his teenage life so damn complicated?!!
The worse part about it was that pretty much everybody else BUT Onew, picked up on the subtle (well, at least he thought they were subtle) touches, glances, smiles, laughs, kisses, hugs, words and actions. Plus, he was pretty sure that he heard Jonghyun and Taemin placing bets on when he would finally crack and just come out with his feelings already some nights back. Damn those two to hell. Though to be fair, he wanted a share of the winnings. He deserved a reward too.
Come to think of it, he has had some pretty close calls with Onew, like earlier that morning...
[Recap:]
The light rays filtered in through the window and giving the house an early morning glow. This light was Key's wake up call. He was always the first to wake up in the mornings, and like a good umma, he took it upon himself to start the preparations for the day then wake the members up one by one afterwards. He pushed the covers off of his slender figure and crawled to his feet, stifling a yawn with the back of his hand.
He sauntered into the bathroom to wash his face, brush his teeth and of course do some early morning primping, he couldn't go around the house looking like a zombie wannabe that just walked off of the Resident Evil set. How could he be called a diva if he didn't have a vain side? Not just anybody could look as good as he did in the mornings. God didn't create everyone perfect.
After 30 minutes, he already had some rice boiling, a batch of cheese and kimchi omlettes (with bits of tomato) frying in a saucepan and a kettle with hot water for some green tea whilst he focused his attention on the fruits before him on the cutting board. He enjoyed the peace and quiet in the mornings, it always gave him time to think and rewind before the day started. He hummed to himself with a small smile on his face as he turned off the frying pan and scooped the fruits into a bowl. He'd let the rice boil a bit longer for now. He just needed a plate for the omlette. Glancing around for a spare plate, he spied Onew's cell phone on the counter, a silver samsung with a cute dubu key chain attached to it. Key picked up the phone and shook his head, Onew could be so forgetful sometimes.
"Onew, you're such a nut," he mumbled to himself, amusement in his eyes, "That's why you're so cute." He gave the phone a chaste kiss and placed it back on the counter.
"Key - umma, why are you comparing me to nuts?" came the husky voice in his ear he that he could recognize anywhere, since that was the same voice that haunted his dreams at night and those warm arms that were suddenly wrapped around his waist. His spine stiffened, his eyes widened and a blush scattered across his cheeks. Holy shit, how long was he behind him?!!
The Almighty Key was shocked to say the least, hell...He was speechless. Actually, he was flat out embarrassed. Please, let this be a dream, he thought to himself. Key gulped loudly. Just to make sure it was who he thought it was, he slowly turned around to face the one and only leader, who was a little too close for comfort. Was there even an inch between their bodies? How did he manage to sneak up on him anyways?
Well, this meeting was...For a lack of a better term...MAJORLY BAD TIMING!!!
"Oh, you found my phone, thanks" he said as he snatched the phone from the diva's shaking hands, snapping Key out of his daze. Their bodies were still quite close to each other, which made him a tiny bit uncomfortable, but that's because his thoughts were swimming down the gutter. Bad gutter, very bad gutter. To add to his discomfort, Onew reached above Key's head to retrieve a glass, moving closer towards him still, giving the diva a whiff of his faded cologne and pine scent as his body was pressed into the counter. Key had to bite back the groan that nearly escaped his lips at the feel of Onew's body heat on his. But as soon as he felt it, the feeling disappeared just as fast. Onew stepped away from him with a tall glass and waddled over to the fridge to get some orange juice.
Why was fate tempting him so much?!!! Why was fate playing such cruel games on him?!! He may have been able to hold back the groan, but he did nothing to stop the pout on his lips. Someone upstairs was definitely trying to get on his wrong side this morning.
Why was Onew up, at this time in the morning?!! He never woke up this early. In fact, he was always the last person to wake up...ALWAYS!!!! They had to make him wake up most of the time and even that took a while. Just what the hell was going on here?
Gathering his mental bearings and taking a calming breath, Key asked quietly, "Um...Onew - appa, not to sound rude or anything. No wait...Screw that..." Key was flustered, damn it. Onew's presence alone was embarrassing the hell out of him. Just how much of that incident with the phone did he see? His morning ritual was disturbed by the last person he wanted to encounter at this time. "Why the fuck are you even awake?!!!"
Onew was, to say lightly, taken aback by this sudden wave of hostility. He tilted his head to the side as if he was studying Key, trying to figure out what his problem was. The action, in Key's opinion was so adorable that he was so close to grabbing him by the collar and snuggling him to death, but instead Key stood his ground. He really couldn't risk further embarrassment. He already embarrassed himself on a daily basis...
"I was hungry and I smelt food," he stated simply, shrugging his shoulders. Key rolled his eyes and turned his back to him, not willing to face him. He had food to finish cooking and if he slacked off now, who would pick up after him? It's not like anyone else in the house bothered with housework.
"Oh and by the way, Key," he whispered to him in a voice so low and seductive that he didn't even know the leader was capable of, because it sent tingles all throughout his veins and up his spine. Key whipped his head around to stare at him in wonder, the look in the leader's eyes held his in a smoldering eye lock that made his cheeks heat up. "I think you're pretty cute too," Onew gave him a wink and waltzed back to bed without a care in the world, leaving the shell shocked umma in his wake to gape at his departing figure.
What the hell just happened?!!!
Did "Dubu" just...Flirt...With him?!!
...Damn...
...Who knew Onew could be so...Hot?!!
...Shit, he was definitely in trouble now...He could definitely predict how tonight's dream was going to end up...
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Of all the retarded people in the universe...Why Dubu?!!! Why Onew?!! Why Lee Jinki!!!
...Or maybe he was the retarded one for falling in love with him...
Oh please, he was already head over heels for him.
If he knew the truth then things between could never be the same again, especially if he didn't reciprocate the feelings. Key didn't even want to think about what he would do then. Could he hold out long enough for the feelings to fade? Would they ever fade? He didn't want things to become awkward between them.
Whenever he was with Onew, there was always something...There. Maybe he read into their exchanges more because he was a lovesick puppy, but he could feel something between them. He only wondered if Jinki felt it too.
Come to think of it, they have had some intense moments, but those were usually of the playful kind. What happened this morning was just so so so...Ugh, he couldn't even find the words to describe it. That look wasn't something he usually saw on Onew's face, something so full of raw emotion.
It was downright sexy, and he liked it!!
However, he couldn't meet his gaze for the rest of the day, because if he did...He would definitely fall to pieces and he would very much like to avoid that happening anytime soon, thank you very much. He knew that the others had sensed something was up, but Key was not about to spill his guts about what happened just yet. Though, Jonghyun was annoyingly persistent in his questioning, that boy just didn't know when to give it a rest.
Though there was that time that Onew, "accidentally" walked in on him showering that day or how he had to "coincidentally" change at the same time that he did. Luckily, Key chose not to think about those incidents to much, but that damn irony was still there.
It was a good thing that his day was pretty much uneventful. Too much stress was never good for anyone, especially a diva.
One thing niggled him at the back of his mind however, and that was the feeling of those dark eyes peering into his soul.
Ok, there was no way in hell that he was going to get aroused just thinking about him in the middle of the sofa. No way, he would no think about...That. It was way too embarrassing. The last thing he wanted was to get caught masturbating on the sofa. The guys would never let him live it down.
Sighing to himself, he shook his head to clear his thoughts and returned his focus on the blurry TV screen before him, snuggling further into the comfy couch in the middle of the SHINee living room, pulling up the blanket around his chilly form. It was getting a little late, but he wasn't ready to move from his haven yet. He finally had the place to himself for once. Jonghyun and Minho were out playing soccer, Taemin was doing some last minute school work at the library and Onew...Speaking of which, where was Onew?
Why should he be worrying about Onew now of all times? He was probably off doing something more important somewhere else, unlike Key who was in his antisocial umma mode. Now, if only his heartbeat would return to normal...
The steady sound of footsteps caught his attention.
Who the hell was at home still?!! Wasn't he alone in this house, damn it?!! Jeez, it was like he could never get a break...
Should he even bother to look? Nah. Wasn't worth it. He saw these guys everyday.
He turned his attention back to the TV screen. Whoever it was would make themselves known soon enough. Which is exactly what they did...
The one and only Onew strolled into the living and right into Key's view, freshly showered and ready for bed in a white t-shirt and a pair of baggy blue pajama bottoms with hearts. Of all the freaking bad luck, this definitely topped the cake. Why him?!! Why now?!! Ok fate, what game were you playing today because this was getting damn near ridiculous?!!
What's worse, was that images of this morning filtered back into his head. And the Onew in front of him with the hair dripping wet, that clung to his face. His t-shirt was also a close fit, snuggling his toned torso. Then his pants just hung off his hips. In short, Onew looked very tempting right now, shit. He could smell the enticing scent of his body wash all the way from the sofa, a mix of pine, jasmine and mint. Yes, he smelt so good.
Well, it would have been way better if he was butt naked, but he'll take what he can get. Ok, fate was definitely out to get him...He was sure of it!!! Things like this didn't just happen randomly...
Key licked his lips, his throat suddenly feeling dry. Onew was silent, watching him carefully, as if waiting patiently. Were his eyes deceiving him or was Onew...Smirking?!! Oh dear, this was getting awkward. He really wasn't feeling very confident right now, at all. Plus, he was in front of the TV...Not that he was actually watching it or anything...To be honest, he'd rather watch Onew, but he didn't need to know that right now...
The silence that stretched between them was almost stifling, but Key really didn't want to be the one to break it, then again...You don't always get what you want. With a sigh, he broke his gaze away from him and focused on a spot on the wall. He couldn't bear to look in his eyes right now, too afraid to find out what he'd see in those dark orbs. Maybe it was all just a joke anyways.
Key cleared his throat nervously. He could feel Onew's eyes boring a hole into his damn soul. Just the thought gave him shivers. "...So..." he began lamely. Of all the times to get tongue tied, this was one of those sad times.
"So?" Onew chuckled darkly. Well, at least someone was amused by all of this, because he certainly wasn't.
"You're kind of blocking the TV, so if you don't mind. Can you please move?" Key really wasn't into the mind games right now. He was so close to just leaving the room. This was freaking torture to him.
"Am I? Sorry about that," he chirped, a grin stretching across his face. Alright, Key was getting mighty suspicious of him right now. Instead of stepping aside like he expected, Onew drew nearer and nearer to Key until he was face to face with him. He was so not expecting that. Here was Onew, up in his face, pretty much up close and personal. Was he finally going to kiss him?!! Either he was getting a fever or the room was really getting hot...
To his dismay, Onew plopped beside him on the couch, making himself cozy. What...The...Hell?!! He wasn't sure if he wanted to bitch slap him for making him so damn hot or just fuck him senseless because he was hot.
"What are we watching?" he asked curiously, his eyes not on the TV but on Key's curled up form.
"...We are not watching anything..." said the diva through gritted teeth. Onew was really starting to get to him now. To his chagrin, Onew pouted, looking so much like a wounded puppy too. Key sighed, this was too much. Just what exactly was this guy trying to get at anyways. He was not in the mood. His heart was doing some flip flop moves that he knew were impossible.
"What umma, don't you love me anymore? Your appa is feeling lonely and neglected now," he chided, mirth in his eyes. Key snapped his head around to glare at him. Huh? Now they were doing the umma - appa game. He could not keep up with this guy. If this continued, he was definitely going to get a headache. He couldn't handle this new unpredictable (and sexy) side to the leader. It was having a very distressing effect on his body. Some relief would be good.
"Well, of course I love you...I mean...I guess it's to be expected right?" Key mumbled, not really sure how to respond in this situation. How did you respond in a situation like this? I mean hello, it wasn't everyday that Onew suddenly turned into some swaggering artist of seduction.
"So if I were to, I don't know...Maybe, kiss you right now. Then that's to be expected too right?"
Oh.
My.
God.
If it was possible, Key's heart stopped at that moment. Was he hearing what he thought he was hearing? Maybe he finally becoming delusional? Maybe he was going deaf? Maybe the moment he was waiting for was finally about to happen?
Key stared at Onew, mouth hanging open. He looked at him as if he was joking, but Onew was damn serious. His eyes were clouded over with lust, pure unadulterated lust. Key was at a total loss for words. Was this really happening right now? Key sent him a wicked smirk, an evil glint flashing within his eyes, daring Onew silently. Oh, hell...
"Hmm...Well appa, do you want me to kiss you?"
Instead of answering, Onew pulled Key into his lap and covered his mouth with his own, with a hungry passion, taking him off guard. Key gasped into the kiss, opening his mouth eagerly, allowing him entrance and beginning the battle for dominance. He wasn't about to turn down a kiss like that, especially from him. Key groaned into the lip lock, threading his fingers through the wet strands of hair on his scalp as if he was massaging his head and grinded his ass into Onew's lap. The fire was slowly building in the pit of his stomach and steadily make its way down to his groin.
In return, Onew gave a low moan of approval and tightened his grip on Key's waist, pushing him further down onto his crotch to increase the friction between them, the tent in his pants growing with every touch and kiss. The atmosphere was getting hot and heavy. The want and desire was growing.
One kiss soon escalated into a session of moaning and groaning, their tongues sliding against one another in a slippery dance of will, hands touching, groping, fondling and caressing every place imaginable. Bodies writhing together in a rhythm that only they could hear the beat to.
When they finally parted for air, it was like a haze had been cleared. They remained still, panting harshly, out of breath. The only communication between them were the raging emotions expressed through their eyes. Their lips were red and swollen, their faces were flushed, and their eyes were dark.
Alright, so they just had the most intense make out session of their lives. What next? Were they even on the same page here? Did Onew feel the same way about Key that Key felt for him? Somehow, the look in his eyes told him all he needed to know. Maybe he should just trust fate.
"So," began Key once again, looking at the leader with half liddled eyes. Onew chuckled and nuzzled his neck, then slowly parted his lips to trace the shell of his ear with his tongue. Key mewled in approval, arching his neck to the side to give him better access.
"So?" he responded smugly in his ear. He moved his head from the crook of his neck to face him and rose an eyebrow at him, a silent challenge. Key rolled his eyes. Here they went again...
"What do we do now, Mr. Lee?" Onew pondered to himself quietly, keeping his eyes locked with a certain diva's, "I'd say we have some unresolved tension, don't you think?" Oh yes, the joy of innuendos...
"As much as I'd love to sit and stare at your gorgeous face all night...I'd prefer to have you writhing in ecstasy beneath me as I pound into you without mercy as I hear you moan my name so loud that the walls shake..." he growled into his ear sexily. Key nearly came in his pants.
Damn...That was descriptive...
But who was he to deny him that opportunity?
Key shivered in anticipation. Seriously, when the fuck did Onew get so damn seductive? He was killing him right now, just with a promise of a good fucking?!! Man, maybe Key really did need to get laid more...Speaking of which...
What the hell were they still doing on the sofa?!!!
Key jumped out of Onew's lap so fast that you could have sworn you saw a blur, he grabbed his hand and pulled the sitting man to his feet, bringing him to level height, then tugged him down the hallway to their shared bedroom. They were damn well going to continue this session for the rest of the night and into the wee hours of the morning!!! The other members be damned, they better find another place to sleep tonight.
Maybe it was just a fling.
Maybe it was a forever thing.
Forget the maybe!!! There was definitely something going on between them now, and Key couldn't wait to find out just how kinky Mr. Jinki could get...
Heh.
Umma was definitely getting lucky with appa tonight.
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Sigh, took me a freaking day to type, there may be errors...Somewhere...Didn't bother to proof read!!! Hope you enjoyed!!!!! :D