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I can't sleep. I'm tired, but I can not seem to get comfortable. And my mind won't let me settle down. Thinking about the purpose to my life, religions and spiritual beliefs. How I don't really have anyone to talk to about that stuff. Not sure if I want someone to talk to about that stuff. I have some odd beliefs and I am a little cautious of being ridiculed. Guess I don't want to feel like I'm back in highschool. At least back then it was just because of my looks and anti-social behavior. It isn't that I believe in some 'wacky' religion or anything, though I'm sure some of what I believe is out there in one religion or another. I tend to think they all have some truth in them and that there is no one pure truth. Or rather, we can't know it because the other side is such a different type of reality than this one and how it ties to this one makes impossible to know the complete truth. I think that is part of a religion or philosophy out there too. But when it comes down to it, I should be asleep right now or I'll be needing to pop energy drinks to stay awake during my overtime shift tonight. But I've gone past tiredness to a zoned awakedness that makes it hard to sleep. Bleh. I think I'll end my rambling with that and see how I can amuse myself for a little while.